Grace - to him
My Cal,
It was so bad Calum, that night. The night I've tried to forget it over and over again.
It give me nightmares, I'm still scarred emotionally and physically. I have night terrors and sweat profusely.
Still, I had to leave, I literally had no choice but to go with them. I had to protect you Calum or you'd have gotten hurt again.
It gives Ashton nightmares too you know? That's another reason why for the first couple of months here he wouldn't speak to me, he was angry at himself, not just for not standing up for me more since we got here but for being to late to stop our parents attacking us.
It's just haunting us. Mocking us daily.
No child should ever have to face the day their parent(s) lay a hand in them or watch them harm a sibling.
But we did.
Ashton and me have pushed it to the back of our minds because well what can we do?
Anyway, what else can I tell you about baby?
Me and Ashton left the house for what was I think the second time ever yesterday?
It's was my birthday! So that makes it Luke's too! So guess what we did?
We went to the beach of course, it took us a while to find one (Brisbane is so confusing) and we did what we always do on mine and Luke's birthday! Beach, late night movie and home again for a slumber.
It was fun but it sucked without you guys. I couldn't enjoy it properly without my twinny :(
I'm supposed to share that day with Luke my birthday buddy. I felt lost all day and Ashton could tell.
I hate straying from tradition my love.
One last thing Calum. After this I'm writing you one last letter and then I'm going to send you them all, in a box in order. I might even let Ashton have a say. You can call it a final goodbye I guess.
Love Gracie x
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Grace - Calum Hood (completed)
Fanfiction'One day you were here. Smiling, laughing and throwing Cheetos at me' 'Then you were gone Grace'
