Song of the chapter : Ariana Grande - Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart 😥 ( I hate me too soz )
Louis didn't get a bit of sleep since the call, he stayed up all night going over how he would even face Harry when he wakes. He knew it would be suspicious if he just leaves and he doesn't want to freak Harry out and accuse him when he doesn't know for sure if this was actually true. Harry stretches in his sleep moaning out. He feels for Louis who is sat upright on the bed, his hands folded on his stomach lost in thought.
"Baby" Harry calls snuggling on Louis' side burying his face in his warmth. His hands come over Louis' stomach but he doesn't move. Harry senses his uneasiness and raises up to glance at Louis whose eyes are trained on a spot across the room, not blinking, not moving.
"What's wrong?" He sits up too meeting Louis at eye level. His hands come to cup under Louis' chin forcefully turning his head so he looks at him.
"What's wrong Lou?" Harry reaches up to kiss Louis on his nose. Louis finally moans and closes his eyes. When he opens them again he bites on his lips unsure what to even do at this moment. Harry looks so handsome and it's one of the best sight having to wake up to every morning, Louis couldn't help but think what Harry was doing behind his back. Don't think he didn't remember who Matty was, he knew he couldn't compete with Harry's first love. He couldn't.
"I'm fine Harold I just have a headache" he's snappy a bit too much causing Harry to furrow his eyebrows in confusion. He knew better than to question him any further so he just replies with "okay" and offers to get Louis tablets. Once he's out the room Louis drops his head on the sheets screaming into the pillow. It hurt, but still it wasn't enough to describe how he felt. Harry shortly returns with a glass of water and two ibroprophen.
"Here, take these" He hands him the pills and with hesitation Louis finally takes it and hands the glass back to Harry.
"I need a shower" Louis says getting up from bed and heading to the other room.
"Okay I'll join you""No Harry" he turns to watch Harry's face fall. Showering together was one of the many things Harry enjoyed doing together and they have always showered like this for as long as he could remember. "Alone" For a second he wanted to run up to him and kiss away the little frown on his face, he never likes seeing Harry upset, he never liked Harry sad but he just wasn't comfortable feeling Harry right now knowing what he does to him he's doing with Matty. Louis cringes and slams the door locking it. He slumps on the floor succumbing to his own tears, his chest heaving trying to suppress the minority of noise coming from his mouth.
After a long shower Louis is dressed and heads downstairs where Harry is sitting in the kitchen table quietly eating. Alfred greets Louis and sets a plate only refusing him.
"No I'm fine Alfred, I'll just grab something on my way to Zayn" hearing this Harry watches up from his plate to Louis who is completely ignoring him. He walks out the room and out the door, he can hear Harry's footsteps against the marble flooring behind him."Did I do something?" Harry calls making Louis stop. Yes you did you fucking lying cheating bastard! Louis subconscious screams in his head but all he manages to do was shake his head.
"I'm just going to see Zayn, I haven't seen him in ages" Harry frowns knowing what a horrible liar Louis is just yesterday he saw Zayn at the football match. Louis too knows he shouldn't have said that, Harry just sees right through him.
"What's wrong Lou, tell me" Harry urges on coming to rest his hands on Louis' shoulders."Did I hurt you last night?" Yes you did.
"Was I rough?" Louis just thinks Harry is acting so stupid and oblivious on the fact that he doesn't have a damn clue what was happening. Does he just think he can fool around with someone and Louis would never find out? He had to know that one day the truth would surface. He shakes his head fearing if he did speak he'd regret what he says. He watches as Harry's eyes cloud with tears and his hands are twitching beside him to reach up wipe it away, kiss away his frown but he has to resist he has to say no. He turns leaving Harry standing there frozen on his spot. He drives off not looking back at Harry who he knew was still standing there.
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Baby, look what you've done to me || L.S AU
Fanfic"Sometimes things happen and you just get a new outlook in life"- H.x