Baby, look what you've done to me || L.S AU

III.

It's the only night since he's been here has Harry actually gotten some sleep, he wakes refreshed even if he doesn't get to bathe or brush his teeth. He feels totally rested and the pain from his body drastically improved. All thanks to Louis. He couldn't get the stupid smile plastered on his face out, he tried but it just wouldn't leave. These type of feelings remind Harry of a similar time, the only other time he's ever felt like this. It's was back when he was about sixteen, his parents were still married and happy and each time during winter they would head out to the family cottage just off the coast of Cheshire.

Harry remembers how much fun his family had spending time there, how much great friends he's met, like Matty. He met Matty at the farmers market, helping his mother pick out fruits for the harvest, he remember thinking Matty was the epitome of handsome, he had ocean blue eyes too quite similar to Louis' and the cutest little nose he's ever seen, they would do everything together and Harry never felt more happy and free than when he was with Matty. Harry was always confused about his sexuality but it never bothered him, he believed that if he finds someone who can love him just as much as he loves them then it didn't matter to him whether it was a boy or a girl, shamefully enough Matty didn't seem to think the same. It was all fun while it lasted, teenage love I would say, young love. Harry was sure Matty felt the same way until the day behind the barn yard when he tried to kiss him and it all went down in flames. He remembered how disgusted Matty was and he even threaten to tell everyone about Harry, as much as it disappointed Harry it broke him even more. Harry has had to endure so much pain at a very young age it's easy to see why he behaves the way that he does.

He knows it's a long shot again with Louis but that's the thing with Harry, he loves challenges, he loves taking the risk even if it means him ending up in a deep scary abyss all by himself. He lies there staring at the ceiling remembering how Louis said his name, how it rolled of his tongue, he remembers how Louis' hands felt on his back, how he was so eager to touch him, to take care of him, he thinks Louis does feel something, he knows this time that it isn't going to be the same as with Matty he just knows.
"Rise and shine sunshine!" The door pushes open revealing the same grubby looking man, he can tell from his sex line perverted voice, Ronnie is it? Harry didn't understand the sudden visit, he's already had breakfast and the guards usually checks on him after lunch so seeing the knob in here so early was a cause of concern.

"I got it from here" Harry is surprised to hear Louis' voice after last night but it doesn't stop him from lighting up like a Christmas tree.
"Lou you're back!" He doesn't hide the excitement in his voice, Ronnie closes the door and steps away leaving Louis and Harry in the small enclosed room.
"I bring some good news and some bad news which do you want to hear first?" Harry gets up from his bed, the bed and strolls over slowly to Louis, it's alarming that ever step Harry takes forward Louis takes one back and the cycle continues until Louis is up against the wall and Harry is barely three footsteps away from him.
"Good news" Harry's voice has become unbelievably low, he licks his lips before quietly tucking his hands behind his back and smiling brighter than the sun waiting for Louis' response.

"Okay" Louis diverts his attention to the wall, anything he just doesn't want to stare into Harry's eyes, not even at his lips he knows he'd just melt like a snowman on a beach.
"You get to leave" Harry's face suddenly drops, he frowns he actually frowns and he doesn't hide it, Louis takes notice but pretends like he just doesn't see.
"The bad news however is that your father is not actually giving me what I want and if he doesn't by the end of this week well..you know what happens"
"So do I stay till the end of this week?" Harry isn't quite sure why he said it but he's glad that he did because Louis looks at him, lost, confused yet intrigued. He doesn't even care about the fact that his life was in danger if Louis didn't get what he wanted from his father.