Baby, look what you've done to me || L.S AU

XXI.

The light is brutal against Louis' face, his sockets felt like they were about to pop out of his head, his hands throb and his whole body aches. He feels hot as he tries to lift himself or even open his eyes. He shifts lifting his head to have him come into contact with a wooden leg right on his forehead.

"Fuck!" He yells immediately regretting it as his head begins to throb even more. He spins a bit, the bones in his back cracking going back to their place. His eyes finally open wide to discover his half naked body sprawled on the cold vanished floors of his bedroom. He doesn't remember falling asleep on the ground or even how he ended up on the ground, half naked. He stands with much struggle and holds on to his desk as he feels the whole room begin to spin.

He should lay down. He lurched forward flopping his almost lifeless body on the bed feeling comfort take over him slowly. His hands move trying to place the pillow under his head when he touches the hard object making it slide to his face. He opens his eyes to see the black diary open. Of course. He groans remembering the words, he must have cried himself to sleep surely. He's been having this problem for so long, having blackouts and couldn't seem to remember what happened the night before. Vaguely more or so.

"Merry Christmas!" The door flys open and the cheery voices of Zayn and Perrie entering his room in unison. He groans more. Not this shit. Not right now.

"What time is it?"
"It's time to get up!" Perrie chirps coming to smack him on the ass. His eyes shoot up clearly not expecting that and Zayn just stands to the side laughing. He is brought back to Harry and his strange habit of hitting his ass while they make love. He groans yet again. Why does he keep doing this to himself? If Harry wasn't such a dick they would be home right now, he'd wake Harry up with a mind blowing blowjob and he'd let him ride his ass till they see the sunlight. They would cuddle after and then have dinner, a nice quiet Christmas dinner and Harry would say stupid puns about the holiday. He remembers how Harry dressed up last Christmas as "Santa" but his costume literally just consisted of a Christmas hat on his dick. This boy was so weird and he couldn't help the smile that crept on his face.

"Come on let's have a nice Christmas breakfast and then open gifts!" Perrie is too excited and it just irritates Louis further. He rolls his eye but sits up rubbing his eyes.
"She's insane" Zayn almost whispers but Louis' face breaks out in a splitting smile, ear to ear. Zayn returned it stepping closer to place a kiss on Louis' forehead.

"Get dressed we'll be downstairs" He pulls Perrie who keeps going on and on about what she had planned for tonight. Once Louis was alone again in his room, the overpowering nerve to feel Harry, to smell him was stronger now. He grabs his phone to check his messages. Harry hasn't tried to call him but then again why would he? Louis told him he hates him, that he doesn't want to talk to him. Gosh he was stupid for saying that. He gets a few happy birthday messages and a few christmas texts which he briefly scanned through.

Jade texted him a picture of her wearing reindeer antlers making a goofy face and he smiles snapping a pic of him doing a silly face as well. He sets his phone down yawning out loud. The buzz makes him jump as he grabs his phone somehow hoping it was Harry. It's not. It's Jade.

* you're so cute :( *

He smiles and texts her back instant.

* I know ;) *

Louis stares at his phone waiting for her to respond. His phone buzzes a short while after but it isn't Jade or Harry even its Liam.

*dik pic?*

Louis wants to play along and he knows Liam is just joking but it would be so hilarious if he did send one just to watch Liam's reaction. Instead he types.