The way she makes me feel

Reassurance

" How was your day? What did you do after the gym?" Michelle asked me I could tell something was bothering her but I didn't know what and I know my girl she wasn't going to tell me until it started to tear her down. "My day was good but before I tell you what I did you need to tell me what it bothering you and I will not take "it's nothing for an answer" Michelle Audrey Ripka." I said very sternly she looked surprised. "Nic......um Nichole? Ar...ar.....are you in love with someone else?" She asked with her head lowered and twiddling her fingers. I stood in shock holding my towel as my wet hair dripped thoughts raced in my head,my heart was racing,and my palms were sweaty "No I'm not at first I thought I might be in love with someone else but I know for a fact that I'm not." I said as I picked her head up to look at her ,her eyes started to water before she said anything else I kissed her. The way I kissed her was as if my life depended on it I started to deepen the kiss her lips, her body, and her mind was intoxicating I was lost in this kiss at this moment I knew that I loved her and it was time I showed her in ways words couldn't explain. She needed reassurance that I wasn't going anywhere that she was the one that held the key to my heart and no-one else.
I picked her up not breaking from the kiss holding her against the wall I ran my hands through her hair this is why I loved her she was one of the few women that kept their natural hair and loved it! I finally broke away from the kiss and looked her in the eyes I grin and rubbed her clit through her boyshorts her eyes closed slowly as she moaned her moans are intoxicating I went faster she moaned louder I didn't feel like having rough sex like we normally do I wanted to make love. With that being said we made love all night long and well into the morning.
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I woke up with Michelle in my arms last night was the first time in a long time that I felt connected to her I thought as I looked down at her beautiful face she looked so peaceful as she slept. Even though I felt the connection between Michelle and I was getting stronger I still couldn't stop thinking about Bre. The more I try not to the more I do. What do I do?