The way she makes me feel

Damn

I debated on walking back into Bre's room but thought against it and left. Why can't I just bring myself to leave Michelle alone I have love for her but to say that I love her would be lying the one I love is in her room crying her eyes out because I make her feel less than when she's far from it. "Ugh!!" I screamed in frustration and gripped the steering wheel.
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I walk in the house still frustrated maybe even more now I'm tipsy and horny. "What took you so long?" Michelle asked as I walked in I looked at her like she was my last meal I bit my lip as my eyes looked her up and down she's thick as hell I love that shit she had her hair in a messy bun with a wife beater and boy shorts on with thigh high socks on I always thought being comfortable was more sexy than all the extra with heels and shit. "Nic?" She said I picked her up put her against the wall she was still protesting and trying to figure out what took me long I bit her neck and grabbed her boobs pinching and rubbing her nipples soon those protests turned into moans. I picked her up and laid her on the kitchen island went to the fridge got strawberries, and whipped cream I ripped her shirt off took her boyshorts off rubbed her clit with the tip of a strawberry she moaned I handcuffed her hands put whipped cream on her nipples down her stomach I started licking up her stomach then I sucked all the whipped cream off her nipples "daddy I want it please give it to me" she moaned I knew she was dripping wet. I opened her legs started licking her clit the way she taste was like candy and grape lube I stopped puzzled by the taste most can't spot the different taste but I can especially from my girl I started to eat her out but the more I did the more I tasted grape I stopped and looked at her "Who is she?" I asked her she was puzzled by the question but her face turn to complete guilt once she figured out what I said "Bae it was one time. I thought you was cheating so I did too. I'm sorry please forgive me." Michelle said looking down. I uncuffed her "Go put some clothes on." I said firmly see I'm not the type to be irate I'm very rational she comes back down stairs and sits beside me I look at her "why? Why didn't you come talk to me? I tell you everything Chelle." I say looking at her "I was going to ask you but I couldn't bring myself to do it." She said. "You're not here by choice you're here because you feel obligated to be when you shouldn't. Nic I'm sorry but it's best if we end and I leave." Michelle said as she got up and kissed me one last time. I stood there looking dumb as ever what do I say? Shouldn't I feel relieved or happy? Where do I go from here?