The way she makes me feel

Wedding Day

I was standing there adjusting my tux my best friend bre was in there with me the rest of my party had a different room. "I wish this was you." I said without realizing it "It will be in a few months just wait on it." Bre responded then she realized what I meant and immediately started shaking her head "Don't do this Nicole you have a good ass girl waiting to be your wife and so do I. So you have no right to play with my heart and say that." She said almost in tears I walked up to her our lips inches away I didthe unthinkable and kissedher picking her up putting her against the wall I locked the door I know what I was doing was wrong but I had to get her out of my system I kept kissing her she didnt kiss me back which I couldn't understand why I stopped and looked at her "why arent you kissing me back Bre?" I asked "I'm not a cheater wont ever be one, what we had was good while it lasted but I've moved on I love Bryson with all my heart I refuse to hurt her by something that will only be temporary." She replied looking my straight in the eyes the words cut deep but what she said was true I wasnt mad I was kind of relieved that she stopped me from my old ways and habits "Thank you for stopping me from doing something stupid. "I replied she smiled and help me adjust my bowtie I look good as hell I thought as I looked in the mirror "You ready bro?" She asked as she started to open the door "Nah I'm nervous as hell what if she dont show up and leave me looking stupid? " I asked she busted out laughing me personally I didnt find anything funny "You'll be fine." She said in between laughs...Asshole.
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The music was starting and the love of my life was waiting at the alter she was looking down she was nervous l could tell when she looked up she instantly started crying I wanted to cry but held it in our song "Back At One - by Brian McKnight " played as I walked down I started thinking of all the shit we've been through now look at us "Camille Brooks do you take Nicole Eason to be your lawful wedded wife? " "I do" "Nicole Eason do you take Camille Brooks to be your lawful wedded wife?" " I do " "If anyone objects to this marriage speak now or forever hold your peace. " "I do." Everyone gasped and looked out to the voice that objected it was the girl from the bridal shop dressed to kill "Michelle? " "You know her?" "My ex" Nicole replied "If I can't have you no one can." Michelle said as she pulled out a gun I heard a round of gunshots and an intense pain in my chest the room grew black and everything was blurry all I remember is Nicole holding me and yelling call an ambulance.