The way she makes me feel

Falling for you

Damn I thought to myself as I sat down on Bres couch did we really have sex last night I asked myself. I got up to leave "I'm about to head out." I yelled to Bre she comes out the bathroom in a sports bra and boxer briefs I looked down at her biting my lip she blushed saying "bye Bryson" I don't know what came over me but I picked her up she wrapped her legs around my waist I kissed her passionately "damn" I whispered "what Bry?" Bre giggled she's beautiful as hell "I'm hungry ma." I said looking at her "what do you want to eat?" She asked you I thought to myself "um waffles" I said looking at her eyes I think I'm falling for this girl.
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"Do you like them?" Bre asked. "Yes they're bomb , these are homemade?" I asked slightly excited she chuckled and nodded. She looked down slightly saddened "Bryson?" Bre asked concerned "yes mami?" I replied. "I've had feelings for you for years , but I suppressed them because you were into fems and studs being together was taboo.....but since last night those feelings have came back but I'm still with Nic and I can't do this . I don't want to lead you on. I'm sorry Bry." She said with tears soaking her face I sat there emotionless and without words I couldn't find anything to say. Without thinking I got up and walked over to her wiping her tears away lifting her face to meet mine without thinking I replied "Does Nic feel the same about you? Girl I've loved you since middle school I didn't know what to say or do.....I dated fems thinking I could get over you but every night before bed you was on my mind when I would wake up you was on my mind you was the first person I would text. La'Brea I love you, if you just give me a chance I could treat you better than what Nic is. " she shifted in her chair "I..... I can't Bryson. Nic" she said looking down. "Tell me something." I said to her having her stand up with me she looked in my eyes "Where's Nic now? Where has she been since Kevin's get together? Who's been here making you feel loved, wanted, appreciated , and most importantly making you feel beautiful hmm? Tell me mami who's been holding you at night ,waking up to, making you laugh, making you forget your pain , who's here now? I love you with everything in me please don't say I'm in this alone. These are things I want you to think about. I've got to go to work bye beautiful." I said kissing her last year away.
When I finally got in the car I broke down I'm not one to put my heart on the line and most definitely show feelings but for her I am willing to change my ways put my player card up and go steady but I hope I'm not in this alone.
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"Good morning Dr. Hawthorne! Your first patient is in room 4." My secretary greeted me "Thank you Payton." I said looking at the patients file. "Camille Bridges hmmmm her name sounds familiar, here for a pap smear " I whispered looking at the file. "Hello Camille I'm Dr. Hawthorne please lay back so I can exam you." I said as I walked in looking at her "shit" I said mentally. "Okay you're all done please put your clothes back on and I'll be back momentarily." I said walking out annoyed. "What's up with the face Romeo ?" My colleague asked now normally I wouldn't disclose patients information but this bitch! "Man that girl in there I know her and her girlfriend. Her girlfriend is dating a girl that I know and out of all obgyns you come to this one ?! " I said getting more angry "That shit is fowl" Brandon replied shaking his head walking off. "Dr...Dr come here you would want to see this." The nurse hurried over to me. "Are you sure ?" I asked receiving a nod of validation. I sigh and walk to the exam room "MS. Camille how many sexual partners have you had in the past 72 hours?" I asked annoyed "Just my girlfriend"Camille replied pointing at Nic who kept her head down. "Well it seems that you have contracted a std
chlamydia to be exact. Here's a prescription it should clear up within a few weeks." I said handing her the prescription. "Oh you should get tested as well ma'am." I said to her girlfriend being that she didn't know me exactly but I knew her.
I need to tell Bre before her nasty ass tries to come back I thought to myself as I sat down in my office with a huge sigh and my head in my hands finally I can try to relax.
"I was wondering when you would be in here." Someone said seductively I looked up it was Bre in sexy lingerie and heels I bit my lip "damn" I whispered as I picked her up against the wall now this is the way to start off my day.