My Soldier

Chapter 11

     "Cameron if  you dont getcho lil ass up ima throw some water in ya face."Kira threatened me.
"Fimorrminutss." I mumbled of course it was now Monday which meant school I am so tired of going to that place and why is it so damn early like really?!

If you were wondering yes I'm at Kira's house since I didn't want to go back to my house at all. I slowly got  out of bed to get myself together. I went into the bathroom to do my hygiene then I went into my bag and pulled an outfit I really don't care what I wear at this point I really don't to go anyways. After I put on my clothes I made my way down the stairs into the kitchen I just grabbed a water bottle out of the fridge I wasn't in the mood to eat. Soon Kira made her way down the stairs in a white crop top with acid washed jeans and air force 1s "What?" She asked I guess I was staring. She grabbed her keys wnd we made our way to her car.
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"You know you're gonna have to talk to him right?" Kira asked me as we made our way to our third period.

"I don't think I'm ready?"

"And why not?" She asked looking at as if I grew another head.

"Because there's more to it then you think. "

"Cam you can't keep hiding things from him especially if you plan on having a healthy relationship. "

I nodded in response she was right I can't keep hiding thinngs from Deshaun just because I don't want talk about them. Uuggh I just have so much on my mind right now.
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"Um ew no I haven't. " Kira being the weirdo she is decided to ask me have I ever seen birds have sex the girl needs jesus.

"Exactly then where do they do it at!?"

"Can not you not I'm eating. " I begged trying not to regurgitate

She was about to say something then she went silent "Kira?" I soon looked up from my lunch tray to see Deshaun standing beside the table he looked different he had really bad dark circles under his eyes he didn't look like Deshaun. "Can we talk? " he asked  I nodded my head and got up from the table I glanced back to see Kira giving me the you betta tell him everything or ima whoop yo ass look.  I slowly followed Deshaun into the bathroom he locked the door behind us for a while we just sat there starring each other in the eyes.

"I miss you. "

"I miss you to it's just a lot for me right now."

"How?"

I guess I was going to have to tell him for him to understand. "Deshaun drugs have ruined my family so you being a drug dealer doesn't sit right with me. "

"What do you mean?" He asked with curiosity in his voice.

"My dad did drugs he used to beat my mom she would take hit after hit just so he wouldn't hurt me but one day he beat her to death the next day he overdosed I still blame myself I w- was only 8." Before I knew it I was in tears I just thought about how I could've saved her if it wasn't for me she'd still be here."It was all my fault." I whispered over and over to myself I soon felt two big arms around me I laid my head in his chest it just hurt so bad.

"It's OK."he whispered rubbing circles on my back we stayed like this for a good 20 minutes. I slowly lifted up my head to stare in his eyes he's just so perfect. I looked down at his chest to see a huge wet spot from where I was crying "sorry." I apologized pointing to the spot on his shirt.

"Its fine cus this shirt is made out of boyfriend material. " he said with the the goofiest smirk on his face

"You're such a clown." I giggled

"But I'm your clown." Said kissing me on the forehead.

"Come on let's go." He said grabbing my hand pulling me out of the bathroom and toward the front of the school.

Before I knew it we were in the parking lot getting into his car. "We can't just skip!"

"Cam calm down you have perfect attendance you'll be fine." He said in a matter of fact tone of voice this boy is something. "Then can you at least tell me where we're going." Of course he was silent he never tells me where he's taking me.

We pulled up to the park I've actually never been here I wasn't really allowed to go out of the house. "Last one to get to the swings is a rotten egg!" I yelled while running towards the playground.  I glanced back to see his face change from confused to competitive I had to beat him. I almost made it to the swing but lifted off my feet "put me down you cheater!" I yelled while hitting his back I heard him chuckle he's such a buttface. I felt a hand hit on my rear end "Did you just smack my ass?!"he has lost his mind "Maybe." He said I could hear him trying not to laugh.

I felt my butt hit ground I look up to see him sitting in the swing with smirk on his face. "Ow you meanie!" I said in a childish  voice I folded my arms and stuck my tongue out at him. He just laughed  I got up and sat right on his lap "um are you lost?" He asked jokingly "oh hush and just push the swing." I said "Damn sure mom so bossy." "You love my bossieness." I said smiling "True." He said smirking he's so goofy. He kicked his feet upward m as king us move back and forth. I missed having fun like this it had been a while since I had actually had fun maybe it funny how it took this one person to change my life.
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