My Soldier

Chapter 15

I was sweating bullets in the car right now I've never been so nervous in my life. I had so many things running through my mind right now. What if they dont like me? What if they dont think im good enough? What if they dont like my outfit? There was just so many what ifs I just want his family to except us since my family was basically taken away from me. It's times like this I wish my mother was still alive so I could ssk her about things like this. Ithink Deshaun could sense my uneasiness.

"Bae? You good?." Deshaun asked taking me from my thoughts.

"Yeah I'm fine don't worry about me. "I said grabbing his hand trying to reassure him I was okay. I could he was as nervous as I was it made me worry because I'm so used to the funny confident Deshaun. I just hope and pray that everything goes right today.
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Before I knew it we pulled into a long driveway that lead to a luxurious house. I did not expect this at all the house humongous well at least to me it was. Why would he leave a house like this?

"Close your mouth before you let flies in." Deshaun said pulling my attention away from the house.

"My bad." I said feeling a little embarrassed.

"It's fine but bae listen promise me you wont let anything they say get to you no matter what." He said in all seriousness.

"I promise." I say looking him in the eyes we share a little kiss before we get of the car and make our way to the front door. He knocked on the door a few times until it opened and we were met with a very beautiful brownskin woman with a short bob she resembled Deshaun a little. We stepped inside the nicely furnished house. We stood there in awkward silence before I elbowed Deshaun motioning him to introduce us.

"Ma this Cameron, Cameron this is my ma."he said pointing back and fourth between the both of us.

"Nice to meet you I've heard a lot about you." I say holding my hand out for her to shake.

"Interesting because I've heard almost nothing about you." She replied walking away from me towards the couch in the living room. Well damn that was harsh. Deshaun rubbed my arm trying to comfort me.

We followed her making our way into the living room we sat beside each other on the couch sitting right across from her.

"Aaron your son and his... little friend are here." She yelled towards one of the back rooms pausing to look at me when she said "little friend". Shortly after a tall older version of Deshaun was making his way into the room and sat next to Deshaun's mother. We sat the there in another set of awkward silence the tention in the room was so thick you could cut it with a butchers knife.

"So shall we start?" His mother asked getting no reply from Deshaun but a slight nod.

"So Cameron how did you snd Deshaun meet?"

"Well we met on my first day of school. " she nodded seeming to be okay with my answer. Everything afterwards was going pretty good until she asked the question that I was trying to avoid.

"So Cameron how do your parents feel about this?"

"Umm well they umm..." I could barely utter out the sentence.

"His parents pasted away." Deshaun said in helping me answer her question.

"That's so unfortunate. So who do you live with?"

"I used to elive with my uncle until ....." I was caught off track by my thoughts.

"He's living with me." Deshaun once again answering for me once again. I felt kind of weak having Deshaun answer every time I couldn't.

"Where is he going to live once you're gone?" I frowned my face up in confusion what is she talking about?

"What does she mean by once you're gone?" I asked turning to Deshaun. He sat there shooting daggers at his mother from across the room then he turned to me and his eyes softened.

"Bae loook I was planning on telling you myself I wanted you to hear it from me but in two weeks from now I'll be going into the military."In that very moment my heart

Broke

I didn't know how or what to feel I just knew I wasn't ok with this with him leaving. At first I took as a joke I couldn't accept the fact that he'd be gone and may not come back. I couldn't let him go he was all I had left I couldn't let go of the onr person that really loves me.

"I want to leave." I was embarrassed,hurt,sad,mad there was just so many emotions running through me right now.

"Cam"

"No I want to leave NOW." I didn't want to be here anymore. I got up walking out the door to the car I stood there waiting for him to come outside. I heard yelling inside I was tempted to go back in until he came out slamming the door behind him. We made our way into the car not even looking at each other.
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I walked into the apartment with him following behind. I turned around looking him in his eyes I saw hurt,regret,anger,sadness.

"Why didn't you tell me? " I asked on the verge of tears.

"Cam I wss was just waiting for the right time."wow all I could think of was wow.

"You can't go." I said shaking my head.

"Babe look I have to not just for me for us."

"I can't loose you like everyone else you can't leave me."by now tears were streaming down my face.

"Look you'll never loose me I'll always be in your heart."he said grabbing both sides of my face wiping the tears off of my cheeks with his thumb. I just sat there starring at him I wanted to soak this up all his features alll the way from his eyes to his nose even his lips and the way they taste just everything.

His lips soon touched mine kissing me with so much passion. I slowly slipped my tongue into his mouth I wanted to savor his taste. I wrapped my hands around his neck pulling our lips even closer together. My finger found their way up his shirt tracing every ab the sklowly creeping their way up to his nipple.

"Baby I'm ready." With those words I was being picked up and carried to the bedroom.
To be continued. .............
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