All I felt was sparks it was something I had never felt before. Soon our tongues were in battle for dominance of course he won. I felt soon felt his lips leave mine making me whimper from loosing the wild sensation. He just stared at me and chuckled he does that a lot. I couldn't help but to stare back at him he was just so amazing. "Um Cam?" He said. "Sorry" I said lowering my head to look at my lap. I felt his fingers lift up my chin "It's okay." He whispered. "Um I think I should get going I'll see you Monday!" I said before leaving the car "bye Cam" he said. I made my way into my house I shut the door behind me. No lights were on which surprised me because I always put a light on before I leave. Then it hit me he was here "Cameron where have you been?" He asked in his low grimy voice. "So you don't want to answer me fine." Before I knew it I was being hit to the floor "Where were you!" He screamed over and over. "Since you dont want to tell I'll give you somethin that'll make you talk." He put his knee in my back while he held both of my hands in one hand and pulled my pants down with another. I tryed to sream but nothing wouldu come out hot salty tears just ran down my face. All could is why? Why did I have to go through this?
I felt him slam into me over and I screamed out in excruciating pain he soon released in me. "Get your ass up and go take a shower and if you tell anyone I'll make it worse!" He yelled. I quickly ran upstairs into the bathroom in my room all I could do was cry. I ran the bath water until it was hot enough then I got in. I just felt so used and filthy I just wanted to disappear. It was all my fault if they weren't dead I wouldn't be living here and none of this wouldn't have happened. I got out of the water and dried myself off. I was so exhausted mentally and physically I put on someon pajamas and made sure to lock my door . I layed in my bed thinking how could the day I thought I would remember forever be the one day I want to forget.
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It was finally Monday the whole weekend I stayed in my room I could barely eat, drink or sleep especially living in the same house as the monster that stole my innocence. I actually wanted to go to school today so I wouldn't have to see his face. So I waited until he left for work to leave for school. It was already ten - thirty so I'd get there by eleven.
I got to school around my fourth period which I had Deshaun in. I limped in the classroom making everyone stare including Deshaun. I gave the teacher my tardie slip and sat down at my desk I could feel Deshaun's eyes burning a hole into my head. I was not ready to even look at him without crying. It was soon time for lunch but I didn't have much of an appetite so I just got a bottle of water and sat at our table. I was sitting in silence until I heard
"Hey cam!" It was Kira she was so perky and happy I envied her so much all I want to be is happy. I just gave her a wave without much enthusiasm I have bruises on my wrist from ...... well you know.
"Are you okay?"she asked with concern in her voice. I shook my head letting her know I was ok but I don't think she believed me. I soon felt someone else's body next to mine I could tell who it was by the smell of there cologne. "Yo Cam you aight you came into class limpin I wanted to make sure you were ok?"
"Im fine Deshaun." I said barely above a whisper.
"You sure?" He asked again.
"I said I'm fine!"I yelled getting everyone in the cafeterias attention. I quickly walked of the cafeteria doors and to the bathroom across the hall. Fuck! Im so stupid he probably hates me for yelling at him I even hate myself for yelling at him. Why do I have to ruin things for myself ? Uuugghhh I'm so dumb!
"Cam!" I know that voice from anywhere. He walked in and just stared at with worry in his eyes I really thought he'd be angry.
"Im not mad at you I just want to know what's going on."he said calmly I was going to tell him but, then I thought back to the threat my uncle made that night I couldn't put Deshaun or myself in danger.
"I..I can't tell you." I stuttered
"Why not? " he asked
"I just can't sorry."I said walking out of the door but, before I could go he grabbed my wrist making pull my back hand in pain. "Cam tell me what's wrong." "Is somebody hurting you?"he asked with his eyes full of sympathy. "Look Deshaun I just can't tell you and if I could I would." "Ok then." He said quietly I could see the wheels turning in his head as he bit his lip.
"You're staying with."
"What!? " has he lost damn mind?
"You're staying with me until I feel it's say you to leave. "
"But Deshaun -
"No buts nobody is going to hurt what's mine." I looked at him like had sprouted another head is he trying to get us killed.
"With that being said meet me in the parking lot after school understood? " he said in the most serious tone I've ever heard him use.
"Ok then"he said smiling and walking out of the bathroom but before he left kissed my forehead.
He is officially crazy.
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My Soldier
RomansaCameron Wilson has just moved from Camden California to get away from his hectic life. At his new school the schools biggest thug catches his eye but, Cameron's heart has sworn off love or will this thug change his heart?
