My Soldier

Chapter 19

Today was the day that my life was going to change forever. I'd have to handle being on my own for a while and gain more independence. I guess it wasn't all bad I get to spend more time with myself. Gosh I sound like an idiot trying to covince my self that any of this is a good thing. I still didn't want to believe that this was happening. I'm not sure if I was ready to let go of him just yet we haven't even been together for a year. I guess things happen for a reason. I finally see it from his perspective he wants us to have something for the future . It's actually pretty sweet that he thinks about us having a family us being together for that long sounds amazing. I just hope all of this works out for us in the long run. I sat there on the bed just staring deep into space I was ginna be so lost without him. I felt those familiar strong arms wrap around me while he put his head in the crook of my neck. We had both sat there just enjoying each others company his warm body on mine it was blissful.

"Come on babe we gotta get dressed." I nodded in response slowly getting up from my previous position. I made my way into the bathroom doing the usual routine but this time it felt different. I walked towards the closet looking for something to wear but to be quite honest I didn't care what I looked like right now. I didn't even think fixing myself breakfast because I knew it wouldn't stay down for long so I just made him a plate.
I heard him coming down the steps he made his way to the table of course digging into his plate. I watched him as he ate it was like he hadn't ate in years I had stop myself from chuckling.
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Before I knew it we on our way to the airport we had to bring Kira along because I didn't exactly have my license yet. I stared out the window just thinking about everything we've been through he's always been there for me. He was everything someone could ever want in a man he was handsome,funny,caring I'm still trying to figure out why he wanted me. I was so lucky to have him he was my light in the dark no matter what he's always been there. But who's gonna be there now? Who's gonna hold me at night? Who's gonns make me laugh when I feel like crying? Who? I was still hoping this was all a bad dream that I would soon wake up from and everything woud go back to normal.

"We're here." Those were the words that brought me of my thoughts. No matter what I told myself this was happening. We slowly got out of the car and waited for a shuttle bus. The bus finally appeared we all piled on one at a time I sat beside him laying my head on his shoulder he grabbed my hand rubbing circles on it with his thumb. He made me feel so relaxed and soothed it's like his super power. The bus had came to a stop at the entrance to the airport. We made our way to the door searching for Deshaun's flight. We found it realizing we had time before it deported. We sat down I sighed in exhaustion I still wasn't ready for him to go but, I had to be strong for him.

"Flight 504 to Iraq will be taking off in five minutes all passengers boarding this flight please get in line." Fuck. Is all I could think he got up with his suitcase I felt like I was going to dreak down right then and there. I hugged him laying my head on his chest. Don't cry don't cry I kept repeating to myself I didn't wanna make it harder then it already was. I look up to see those so familiar warm brown chocolate eyes they were full of sadness we just stared at each other. Soon our lips met I wanted to savour the taste of his lips and the way our tounges moved in sync with one another.

"2 minutes until the take off of flight 504." We slowly broke apart from each other we stood there still starting into each others eyes. I felt a single tear slide down my cheek he slid his thumb across my cheek wiping it off.

"I love you so much." I said releasing another tear from my eye.

"I love you too baby." He said before kissing my forehead and making his way into the line. He kept looking at me never taking eyes off of me until he disappeared behind a wall. I shut my eyes letting the tears fall Kira rubbed circles on my back in comfort. When he left so did my heart.
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"Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you!" Everyone sang most of them off key making me laugh.

"Make a wish!" Kira yelled excitingly. She has had waayy to much to drink. I closed my eyes wishing for the only thing I've wanted these past months I blew out the candles. I was about to cut into the cake when I heard a knock at the door.

"I'll get it!" I say getting up to go to the door. I opened the door to be met with those eyes I had missed so bad. I jumped up wrapping my legs around his waist. I cruise rtears of joy finally he was back my soldier was back.
THE END
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