Fall for You

Two

2| I Bumped A Man

Years passed, and I became worse. And I don't give a dmn.

This is me, deal with it.

Masama ang ugali ko, pero maganda naman ako. Kaya may lumalapit at lumalapit pa din sa akin. I am never alone. I am always surrounded with girls who wants to ride with my fame. Fame wh0res

Napalitan ko na si Farah sa trono niya nang mag-eighth grade kami. Because I am way prettier than her. Malas niya, tinuruan niya akong mag-ayos, na-enhance pa lalo ang ganda ko. And the result, I outshine her in everything. 

Isa lang naman ang kapintasan ko, maliban sa sama ng ugali ko - hindi ako ganoon katalino. 'Yong mga grades ko ay iyong mga pasang-awa. I paid, so the school would just let me advance to another level each year. Unfortunately, she lacks at that department too. 

And the biggest blow for her was when Ryan Rath Salcedo humiliated her. It was so stupid for her to confess her so called feelings. The brute just wall passed her. And from that day, people starts to look down on her. 'Yong reyna nila dati, biglang nawala. 'Yong hinahabol-habol noon, na-reject ng bagong salta.

I can't blame her though. Rath is really hot. I got attracted the first time I saw him. Badboy, rugged, cool... my type of man. Ang kaibahan lamang namin ni Farah, hindi ako ang lalapit sa lalaki, lalaki ang naghahabol sa akin

Imagine, 'yong pasimunong bully noon, siya nang binu-bully ngayon? And the boys started spreading rumors about her being lame in bed. Hindi niya yata nakayanan kaya nang mag grade nine kami, wala na siya. 

I can't get her. Ako din naman madaming kumakalat na tsismis na malandi. Malandi naman talaga ako, e ano? Ang kaibahan lamang, ang sa akin, magaling daw ako sa kama. 

Boys will always be boys. They will kiss and tell. Minsan, kahit hindi na totoo, nagyayabang pa din.

Ilan na ba ang nag-claim na nakauna daw sa akin? Wow! Ang dami kong vrginity!

I became the talk of the town when I became Rath's 'girlfriend' 

There was an instance when Rath wants to get rid of a girl and he's having a hard time with it. It was a spur of the moment decision when he called me and introduced me as his new 'girlfriend'. I rode with his scheme. The girl got intimidated when I raised a brow on her and backed off. I am not even surprised that he knows me. Everyone in this academy know me. I am Tatiana Marie de Vera, the queen btch. 

In spite of all the attention, adoration, admirers... isama na ang backstabbers, haters and insecure btches, I am not happy.

When I was a kid, I used to think that making lot of friends and being famous can make me happy. I thought it can make my school life colorful. 

And there will be a dull moment, when I imagined that a lazy afternoon with a boy with thick eyeglasses and braces under the shade of the tree in the park will be way better than all of these.

I hate living, I hate life itself.

Alam mo 'yong nakakainis na hindi mo alam kung bakit ka buhay? My purpose in life is to find my purpose for living. It's so frustrating!

My friends are starting talking about their plans for college. We are after all, on our last year in high school.

Some will take professional courses to follow the footsteps of their parents. Most will take business courses in preparation for handling their businesses someday. 

At ako? Wala. 

Wala naman negosyo ang mga magulang ko na mamanahin ko. Lalong ayokong sumunod sa yapak nila. Ano? Magpapakasal ako sa DOM para sa pera? At ano lolokohin ko siya at hihilingin na mamatay agad para sa akin mapunta ang lahat ng kayamanan niya?