My Teacher, My Lover (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Part 26

**WARNING: ANOTHER FILLER**

February 4, 2017

~Jade's POV~

It's been a week since that party. Luckily, Shawn didn't remember anything that happened that night. I didn't brought that topic to Shawn at all. The only person that I told was Erin. You know how she is! She knew something was bothering me so she made me tell her everything that happened that night. All she said was not to bring any of that up because it will make everything awkward between him and I. Especially if the feelings are not mutual.

I know, I know. Who would say no to the god beast, who I've heard is a bad boy? I mean, he is sweet, nice, and his body and all. But here's the thing. If I did have feelings for him, I don't think long distance relationship will work for the both of us. I don't think texting and calling each other will work for our relationship. I don't think that's healthy. We need to see each other and feel each other. Not in the dirty way.

But I don't like him that way. I only see him as a good friend. And he deserves so much better than me. I just don't want to tell him that when he comes to me and confess his feelings towards me. I don't want to hurt his feelings.

Shawn has been staying at our house for a week now, too! He has begged his parents to stay here for a month and they fortunately agree. I mean, he doesn't need their permission, his turning 19 this year. But he did still asked them.

You wondering about Aaron? Well, I started ignoring him since I texted him the night at the party. I mean, yeah he saved me from Matt at Erin's party but he still cheated on me 3 years ago. I know! You're probably thinking, 'Move on!' But I can't. He was my first love and he cheated on me. It's not that easy to move if the person you love hurt you and made you the evil version of you. I actually started a bit of a bullying in my school. I do feel guilty about hurting them, but I don't take things too far. I don't call them names or hurt them physically, but I know what I did to them was wrong. I know it's wrong to hurt someone so they could feel what I felt when he cheated on me.

When I started it, it felt nice. And that's why I continued. It kind of take my anger out of him, even just a tiny little bit. It makes me relax and calm. I was the school's threat. I'm not proud of what I did, and I regret hurting them. And that's why I made a New Year's resolution, apologize to them even if it takes a whole lot of time.

As for Cameron, I haven't talked to him since the day he came to my room. I have been ignoring him after the day of the party. Something just hit me that he and I will totally not work out. God! I already know that since the start. But now that I actually thought about how much trouble that's going to cause. I can't let that happened. I can't let him lose his job and go to jail for dating me, an underage girl. His student.

But I would be lying if I told you that I haven't been craving his lips being attached to mine.

During classes though, I would spot him looking at me and smile and I would return it gladly.

Erin, Shawn and I are currently watching a movie in the living room until a knock on the door interrupted me from my thoughts. Neither of them move from their seat.

I silently groan and slowly stand up from the couch. I walk towards the door, pressing my hand to the cold gold doorknob. I open the door to reveal a familiar brunette woman. I squeal, leaning in for a hug. She hugs me back instantly, but not without laughing as she slightly stumble back.

"What are you doing here, Sophie?" I ask her as I open the door wider for her to come in.

"Your dad texted me and he told me to cook dinner for the family and the guests tonight," she warmly smiles but I tilt my head in confusion.