My Teacher, My Lover (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Part 31

February 9, 2017

~Jade's POV~

I woke up this morning with a really terrible headache. Sophie told me not to go to school but I have to. I might see Cameron today. You never know.

Wow. It seems like I'm obsessed to Cameron. But who wouldn't?

He got those soft chubby lips that you just want to pucker up every time you see him. He treats you the way you deserve to be treated. He got all the personality that a girl would die for. And the way he hugs. His hugs were so comforting and you feel safe when you're around his arms, it's feels like you're in heaven.

Don't even get me started by the way he looks at you. His eyes showed nothing but adoration towards me. His chocolate brown eyes can make you feel so beautiful. And his smile. Oh, god, his smile. When he smiles, his eyes sparkle and it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Oh, and his body! Damn. When you look at his 6-pack of abs, it looks like his sculpted and God took his time to create such a masterpiece.

His a God, my God. And I'm his angel.

I miss him so much. I wonder if he misses me too. I wonder if he thinks about me every single time.

I wonder if he still likes me.

Of course he still likes you! It's only been two days since the two of you have seen each other.

Only two days? But it feels like the last time I saw him was two years ago.

It feels like two years ago since I had my proper meal, since I had a good night sleep. But it's only been two days. Two days is too long. Why can't it be graduation already so Cameron and I can have our relationship back?

But will he still like me when it's graduation day? Will he still want to be with me? Because I surely do still want to be with him.

His the only guy who can make me smile within a reason. His the only guy who listens and never give me pity. His the only guy who can make my heart beat fast. His the only guy I want to spend my whole life with.

What if he didn't like me anymore? What if he got a girlfriend or else fiancé? What would I do? What am I going to do?

But I know he deserves someone better than me. Like Ms. Coleman. They deserve each other. I wouldn't be surprised if they actually hit it off. I would be mad but I have to let him go somehow. If his happy with her, I'll pretend that I'm happy. While inside, I'm breaking each and every part of me.

I hope he finds someone who can make him so happy. Someone who he can go on a date with publicly. Someone who he can love and see in the future with.

It's hard for me say this... but that someone is not me.

That someone could be Ms. Coleman, or some other woman his age. Not an underage school girl who can cause him to end up in jail.

"Detention is finish, Ms. Hutcherson," Mr. Walter says, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Can I stay here a little longer?" I ask, placing my head against my arms that are rested at the desk in front of me.

"You'll be late on your fourth period," he softly replies.

"I don't care," I mumble, looking straight to the desks in front of me. "I just want to be alone."

"I'll give Ms. Coleman an excuse for you then," he responds and I mutter a thank you to him.

He left the room, leaving me in here all by myself. I sigh once the fourth period bell ring. I stand up from the desk and walk to Mr. Walter's laptop. I sit down on his chair, turning on his laptop. I went on the SMART notebook and stand up from the chair.