Ok, well, all you guys know that I haven't thought of suicide before, right?
Good. 👌🏻
Well, I want to tell you guys a story as of why I don't want to pretend happy anymore when I write because honestly since my last update, my friendship/relationship has been a mess.
You're probably thinking, "how could she have a relationship problem if she never had a boyfriend?"
Well here's a story:
So, I was snapchatting this girl, my friend, that lives 5 hours away from me because we both moved to different places. Anyways, I then asked her if she had anyone, specifically boys, for me to snapchat and that stuff because I don't know, I just want to have new friends. So, she gave me two snapchats from guys that she goes to school with.
I added them and in a matter of an hour, the both added me back. I just want you guys to know how it took a lot of courage in me to add this two guys I don't know and to snapchat them first. Because it did and took me about two hours to make the first move.
I snapchatted them eventually and it surprised me that one of them snapchatted me back quickly. So yeah, we started snapchatting, talking, and getting to know each other but I barely did. Then the other guy snapchatted me too but his kind of arrogant so yeah.
But anyways, we continued talking and all that stuff.
We could call my friend, J, the guy, Cutie, and the arrogant one, Jerk.
A couple of weeks since we started talking, my "friend" J, snapchatted me and told me I should block Cutie and Jerk. I asked her why I should and she replied, "Just do it."
I kept asking her why I should block them but she just continued saying, just because. I told her that I'm not gonna block them until she told me the reason why I should but she didn't so I just ignored it.
A week later, Cutie and Jerk stopped snapchatting me so I thought they think I'm annoying so while me and J were snapchatting, I asked her if Cutie and Jerk hates me or what?
And you know what she replied?!?!
She replied, "they just hate you."
Like WTF? I got so mad so I started asking her why they would hate me because I barely snapchatted them anyways and I don't double snap them.
And you know what else?! She didn't stood up for me!
I thought she was my friend. I trusted her and she didn't even stood up for me when those two guys said that they hate me!
So, I cried the whole night in my room since I got that message and I blocked her and the two guys.😭😡
I haven't experienced in my life someone hating me before. I mean someone might have hated me and still do but they never showed it or tell me that they hate me.
And it hurts so much to know that someone actually hates me.
And because of her, I don't think I could trust anyone so quick anymore.
Anyways!!! If you have a bro that's 15 or older, who's single, tell them to snapchat me 😉
DM me for my snapchat if you want to talk!
UPDATE LATER WHEN I GET HOME FROM BASKETBALL PRACTICE OR TOMORROW!
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