My Teacher, My Lover (Cameron Dallas Fanfiction)

Part 6

~Cameron's POV and Thoughts~

I kissed her. I kissed her on her cheek. It felt amazing. My heart skipped a beat when my lips made contact with her cheek. It's such an astonishing feeling. I want to do that again with her. But this time not on the cheek. But on the lips. What would I feel if I did kissed her on the lips? What if she kissed me back? I'll probably faint of happiness if she did kissed me back. My heart will start dancing and jumping around. The butterflies will probably turn into wild animals and they would explore my stomach, making it full of enjoyment. What if she told me she likes me? Am I going to say I like her, too? But I think I don't like her. I think I love her. I know it might seem really fast that we've only known each other for a month. But we had this strong connection that I can't even explain how strong it is.

No, Cam. Stop thinking that. You can't. You can't have lovely feelings with one of your students. And she doesn't trust you yet. Make your trust come back first and you two will work things out. I promise.

But if we did had a relationship, it will be illegal. I don't want her getting in trouble. I don't care what would happen to me. I care so much about her. And it makes me upset that she can't see that. But I'll prove myself. I'll prove myself that I'm worthy. Even just friends and maybe more.

I snapped out of my thoughts and realized that I'm still on Jade's house back porch. I've been debating if I should visit her or not. Should I knock or will I bother her? Should I come in or will I just annoy her? Is her father in there or is he with his girlfriend?

Stop with those questions, Cameron. You'll never going to find out until you knock.

My hand moved itself and knock on the back door. I patiently waited for someone to open the door. Why am I so nervous? It's not like I've never been to her house before. Something just feels so different. Something about my feelings for her is now different than the first day I met her.

The door finally creaked open. The lights turned on and I am suddenly faced with the beautiful lady in the entire world, wearing sweatpants and a red sweatshirt.

"Hey Cam," she cheerfully said, making me snapped back to reality.

"H-Hi," I said, stuttering.

Damn it, Cam.

"What are you doing here?" she giggled, opening the door wider for me to come in.

Oh her giggle. It sounds like an opera. And her laugh, it sounds so heavenly.

"Just wondering how your knee is doing," I replied to the angelic creature sitting next me.

"It feels fine," she shrugged, moving her knee a little. "It hurts when I stretched it but it's been good to me."

"That's good," I smiled and she returned the favor. "How are you?"

"I'm fine," she shrugged again but with a beautiful smile on her face.

"Your dad's not here, huh?" I asked, leaning against the couch.

"Yup," she said, shaking her head. "His on a meeting tonight 2 or 3 hours away from here and then his going to stay at Melissa's house for the whole seven days as soon as he gets back, which is half an hour away from here. So his gone for like 8 days."

"Wow," I whispered but she heard, by turning to look at me. "I can't believe he will leave you here by yourself. What if something bad happened to you? What if someone kidnapped you? His not going to know that you're missing because his always busy to even hangout with you. I can't believe..."

Jade interrupted me by putting her index finger in front of my mouth, telling me to shut up. What would it feel like if she shut me up by kissing me? I'm going to be in heaven if that actually happened. Make her trust you first before you make a move. My inner voice is right. I need her to trust me first before I could I actually kiss her and find out if I actually have feelings for her. But I already know that I have feelings for her. Just looking at her makes the butterflies in my stomach erupt.