I'm Super Anxious

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it will be fun
no it wont
youll have a good time
how do you know

dont be so difficult

im not trying to be im just--
youre going to go
do i have--
yes you do.


I go back to my own thoughts

Everything's a little clearer when I'm

alone

Ah the pain they put me through

Every day

Why can't they just leave me to 

me

It won't be fun

At least not for me

I won't have a good time

A person's a frightening thing to be

I'm not being difficult

My stomach's doing flips

I don't want to go

The thought makes me sick

No I don't

There's another option

A place beyond

All these voices

All these people

I'm afraid of

Won't be in the

Holy kingdom

So why not

Just let fear go

And return

To solitude, my home.

X X X

This poem was inspired by my friend ih9344 and her book Falling To Pieces. It is about a girl who has undiagnosed SAD, also known as Social Anxiety Disorder. It's a great read by a great author ^^ go check em both out :)




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