it will be fun
no it wont
youll have a good time
how do you know
dont be so difficult
im not trying to be im just--
youre going to go
do i have--
yes you do.
I go back to my own thoughts
Everything's a little clearer when I'm
alone
Ah the pain they put me through
Every day
Why can't they just leave me to
me
It won't be fun
At least not for me
I won't have a good time
A person's a frightening thing to be
I'm not being difficult
My stomach's doing flips
I don't want to go
The thought makes me sick
No I don't
There's another option
A place beyond
All these voices
All these people
I'm afraid of
Won't be in the
Holy kingdom
So why not
Just let fear go
And return
To solitude, my home.
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This poem was inspired by my friend ih9344 and her book Falling To Pieces. It is about a girl who has undiagnosed SAD, also known as Social Anxiety Disorder. It's a great read by a great author ^^ go check em both out :)
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Never Catch Me
PuisiA collection of poems about death. WARNING: contains death. #24 in poetry 9/25/15
