The diary of a fiend

Bloodstream

"Tell me when it kicks in"
My famous last words to the group that watches me
Overdose on the nicotine.
"Rube, calm down."
Get your hands off me.
You don't know me
You don't know me...
No one knows me...
And that's alright!!!
As you can see I'm fine!!
I'm just a nice and simply guy.
Come over here girl,
We'll just get drunk on life,
Playing songs left and right.
Getting high on drugs that shouldn't be apart of our lives.
"You should stop."
I should but I won't.
Because I like the feeling of dying.
I want cancer growing in my esophagus.
I wanna lose my teeth to the meth
I wanna bleed from the coke that's left!
I just...
"Tell me when it kicks in."
Tell me when I get my next batch of Ritalin.
Its all I care for now.
I hate the flowers.
I hate the passion like a downer.
This is a new start.
New me.
Can't you see?
I'm smiling big and bright.
Like a dandelion.
"Why are you crying?"
Tears?
I can cry?
That's something I never knew.
Oh well!
Probably a side effect from the new thing.
"What's the matter?"
Nothing!!
I'm fine.
Look at me!!
Young and in my prime...
The colour of crimson irradiates my eyes...
Sighing away the last of the smoke.
No more dope...
Another baby girl
That I don't know.
She is a sexy little thing...
I'm ready to ruin you.
And my future too.
"You should stop..."
Don't tell me what to do bitch!
I am me!!
I do what I please!
Now...
Hand me the needle
Let me feel dead like this beetle.
Injected in the tracks...
Adrenaline rushing through because of the crack...
I'm feel it burning in my bloodstream...
My famous last words...
"Tell me when it kicks in.."