The diary of a fiend

Lovebird

Piano tiles
Single files
Holding onto the pieces for a little while
Broke cases and shattered faces
The reflection looks and taunts you for taking in
All the phases you have never changed.
Now in disgrace.
You take away the shame
Let it fall upon you without simple grace
Hold into the place that calms you for that space.
And between the sheets
As you seem to sleep.
I'll look over to you and remember that I was once in this place
But now I'm safer with the new face
And remember that it is love that has conquered my reflection
And this place
That the mirrors shows as I see me
A smile creeps and it's haunting to see
But another seems to creep and looks over to me
No, the other me.
In the mirror you see.
Hand on the shoulder he says to thee,
"You won't conquer this pour soul no more you horrid creep."
The reassurance.
The blessing
God, you have not forsaken me.
It was all meant to be.
No wonder I never got along with the trees and how they see.
Now.
I ask another thing of you please.
And if you break this I will repeat
But
I will remember the truth.
Things happen for a reason and that's the simple truth we all
Have to consume.
Because it's true.
And now.
For my prayer.
And I say this with a blessing that floats along the winter air.
Keep her safe in my arms.
Never in another's.
For the first time I'm being selfish.
I want her.
I need her.
No more Persephone and primroses
I'll be just fine with this little flower that'll grow right in my home.
Because she is all mine.
I needn't no garden to win her over
Just a simple look and a smile.
That'll show her.
That she knows we will last for quite a while
Because when she leaves,
I take a sigh of relief
As I know she is motioning for me
To follower her.
Another trip to the seams
As we wash away at the beach
What a mess it seems.
But isn't that what they truly say it seems
"It ain't love till it's wet and messy as a rainy day."
Then we shall sleep all day
As I look to the mirror and see.
Me smiling and saying.
"Don't worry friend. He is gone.
Your subconscious has won."
Now rest.
Demons at bay.
No need to go and play.
Because I have all that I need
No need to dream for such simple things
Because I have it all.
No need to be a Gardener
Wishing for flowers and all
Because I have one Rose and she is mine.
And all.
So I sleep with you
Not for one last night
But for an infinity
And more times.
Because I wish for nothing more.
Than to hold you kristen.
Right here.
In my arms.
Forever
And
More.