The diary of a fiend

Departed Soul

Departed soul
You hold me so
Within this dream
There can only be me
But that's the reality
No need to succumb to the fatality.
I needed you
But you needed me not
All those little forget me knots
Carry me on no more
My tombstone will show
That I was hollow and at my low
As no one lays by me
Even in death
No one is sleeping besides me
This bed
Its bigger than before
More blankets for me but goddamn
I'm cold
No more
I want to drive into the sea shore
Let my mind envelope as I go on with the show
Like a magician without his assistant
I am alone
A one trick pony
Who lost all need to progress with the lonely
Comfort me so stranger from around the corner
Then I'll pay you to leave me alone
Because I'm use to being separated
From the lack of feeling those
The love is dead and I am alone
A hollow man without a ladie's hand to grab
To comfort me so
Departed you may be
But you keep listening to me
Please
Just go
But don't leave me alone
I hate being alone
I hate knowing I'll die alone
I hate feeling the remorse of being unknown
And Ed Sheeran was right
We can't be friends in this light
But it dimmed and let out
We couldn't afford a candle
Because we were buying away the recital
For us to dance in the ballroom with the lights off
But that'll never happen
It'll never be I
No
I'll just stay at home
Alone at night
Due to the fact that
No girl should put with that
A man who loves another more than laughing gas
I only do that to accompany me
Away from the depression that's bothering me
I once remember saying long ago
If not in this life
Then another
But I won't remember the pain
And it kills me everyday
Departed soul
You accompany no more
And that's what kills me though
Knowing I'll be old with the cancer in my home
That is I
And walk to the beach
Still thinking
"I was never home..."