Words From Soul

I feel

I can't tell you that,
That every single day i feel like welcoming death.
I always wonder how it feels to live your last minute,
I wonder how it feels to die.

I feel like jumping off a cliff,
I feel like losing my life in depths of water,
I feel like eating poison,
I feel like cutting my veins,
I feel like hanging off the ceiling.

I know that I'm too deppressing,
But what can i say of my feelings when my life's too stressing.
It isn't like that i'm running away,
But its like I feel like there's nothing to stay.

Everything I loved,
Was snatched.
So why to be hurt more,
When my heart is always sore.

This poem is not writen to provoke anybody.Hey plz checkout lazylightworm's book shattering hearts. It also contains poems and they are great. One more thing I had an exam today and it didn't went good but I still updated.