Questionable [ON HIATUS]

Day 2

In the morning when I woke up, I couldn't move from the shock my nightmare brought upon me.

As I could tell I was paralyzed I decided to go back to sleep for a bit.

In the morning when I woke up, I sat on my bed and read the clock. 6:39 am. Well..time to get up.

I proceeded with my morning routine as always and when I got out of my room ready for school, Auntie Helena already had my coffee ready.

We had small talk about the day before and what we planned on doing today.

At about 7:45 we left the house and got into the car. Nirvana was playing as soon as she turned on the car. It was 'Lithium'.

I felt like singing along but tbh I couldn't remember the lyrics.

As we pulled into the school drop off zone, I saw Ray and decided to walk into school with him.

"Hi there Serenity! Ready for day 2?"

"Idk" as I said this, I saw Gerard walk in with Mikey . For some reason I felt like I could tell Mikey anything. But I wasn't ready to trust anyone with anything yet. I just moved here and it would be super award if I just became instantly best friends with anyone.

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~first,second,third,lunch~

During lunch we went back to the spot we we're at yesterday. I felt a lot more comfortable around these guys than I did anyone else.

"So you guys wanna come over?" I dared to ask.

I got an immediate 'Sure!' from everyone except Gerard.

" Whats up Gee, don't you wanna go?" Mikey asked his older brother.

He moved his shoulders up and down while he looked down at the dirt.
Oh God, he's so adorable.

Wait, what?

I'm not allowed to like anyone. I hate crushing on people who may never like me back. It makes me feel unwanted. Like a freak..

When we assumed lunch was over, we started waking back and realized we left too early so we decided to go in the library for a bit. It felt odly cold on there, I felt like if i were in a mausoleum.

~Bell~

it turned out that I had ray and Bob for fourth period and later during fifth and sixth, I had Frank and Gerard again. .

When I walked out of sixth, I bumped into a girl and when I turned over to apologize, I saw her looking at me with a death glare. I knew just having friends at school was too easy...