Questionable [ON HIATUS]

Take Two

[Sensitive content ahead. If you are suicidal please do not read where I will mark the text in brackets. If you are easily triggered, please do not read in between brackets. Thanks guys, stay safe🤘🏻]
*Gerard's POV*

As I pounded on the bedroom door, I heard Serenity cry louder. I was to blame for not processing what was happening with Leila.
No. It was her.
Leila did this.
And never will I ever forgive her.

*Serenity's POV*

The love of my life broke me...
At this moment I'm having doubts whether I should stay with Gerard or not.
And what about this baby?
My thoughts swam through my head and one thought led to another.
Thus began my over thinking process.
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I knocked out after thinking and crying for three more hours. I looked at my clock and saw it was already 9 am.

[ I stood up, made sure my door was locked and walked over to my bed where I hid my blades.
Should I really do this?
Am I ready for this again?
I looked at the mirror next to me.
"God, you're so fucking ugly," I whispered to myself.
I stared myself down and pointed out my flaws.
I took a blade from my box and cut every time I found something displeasing in the mirror.
You're fat.
Your hair is disgusting.
Fat arms.
No thigh gap.
Crooked smile.
Weird nose.
Terrible appearance.
No one likes you.
You're here because everyone felt sorry for you.
Die.
I stopped and looked at my wrist.
10 cuts running up my arm starting at the wrist.
I touched the blood once and smiled.
After what seemed like five minutes, I walked over to my drawers and looked for the secret bottle of Jack I have hidden.
After finding it, I placed it on the bed and I went to my first aid kit where I knew I'd find some aspirin.
"It's now or never," I said. ]
The door pounding started up again , stronger than last night
"Go away" I said practically slurring from the dizziness my blood loss had created.
"Serenity please open up," my aunt begged.
As I got up from the side of the bed I was sitting on, I went over to the door but before I could even reach over to the doorknob, everything went black.
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*Gerard's POV*
It's been about half an hour since we've heard a loud thump on Serenity's door. At first we thought that she'd stumbled, but after a few minutes we realized that Serenity could've done something drastic.
Helena has been looking for a spare room key for the past 20 minutes, all in vain.
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|Author's Note|
Hey guys sorry for not updating as much as I used to, but a lot has come up. I was supposed to finish this chapter, but by given situations at the moment, I've left off with a cliffhanger.
I hope you guys enjoy reading as much as I do creating this book :) hopefully it isn't shitty ;-;
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