Questionable [ON HIATUS]

Explanations

~Gerard's POV~
At the hospital the doctor told me that Serenity had overdosed ... I couldn't believe what he had told me a few hours before..
~Flashback~
"Mr.Way it seems as if your friend here has been having several attempts at suicude... on her record it indicates that this hasn't been her first overdose."
"No, it can't be...doctor will she be fine?? How many times before has she...attempted this before?" I said this with tears still streaming down my face.
"According to her records, she has done this about 7 other times. I can assure you that she'll be fine. All we have to do is flush out her entire system."
"Okay...how long would that take? Can I take her back home tonight? What am I supposed to do after she gets home?"
"This flushing process usually takes about an hour or two but you must also fill out her paperwork. She can and will be going back home this very night. And concerning what to do with her, all she really needs is love... make sure she recieves lots of fluids and that she doesn't eat any doughy substances."
I felt relief...I can take Serenity back home ... "Thanks doc."
And with that he simply bowed his head and left me alone in the waiting room.
~End Flashback~

Its been an hour and a half now. I constantly ask about Serenity to the nurses and everytime, I get the same answer. "Be patient sir."

After another hour of waiting, the doctor came out and informed me that Serenity was ready to be taken home. I rushed to her room and saw her standing.
She was pale. She had dark circles around her eyes. She looked...dead.

~At Home~
"Gerard, let me try to explain. Please?" We were in her room. She was standing by her closet door and I was seated on the corner of her bed across from her.
I simply nodded my head in agreement and she began..
"I don't want you to think that I hate life or anything like that. And its not that I'm not happy with you either. I don't know what it was that came over me. I was taken aback by my heavy mood swings and I guess depression just so happened to be there. I love you Gee." I got up from the bed and took her in my arms. She began to cry. "Hey.. hey, hey. Serenity, its okay," I assured her "the important thing is that you're safe now. And I won't ever let anything happen to you again." With this being said, she looked up from my shoulder, and I kissed her.
The kiss became more and more passionate, like she longed for this moment, like she wanted to kiss me oh so desperately. My instincts took over and I slowly moved my hands from arms down to her waist. I reached under her shirt and slowly made my way up to her chest. We stopped our kissing for a brief moment so I could take her shirt off and she did the same to me. Her scars on her sides, they shined in the little lighting there was. They looked... beautiful. I then kissed her neck and I heard her give out a little moan. I smirked at my action and bit her. Another soft moan. Soon enough we were on her bed, with her underneath me and as I.began to take off her jeans she stopped me.
"Gee," she whispered, " I can't do this love." I.nodded in agreement, kissed her one last time, and rolled off of her.