It was so magical to me. We were one and it felt so right. Only problem was it hurt like a bitch. I winced as he would move in and out of me.
"Do you want me to stop?" he asked in concern.
I did not want this moment to end. I finally was with him after all this time and despite the situation, I was willing to endure all this pain for it was releasing the anguish I held inside.
"No...I'm fine." I said in almost a whisper.
Bryan grew harder by the minute and was practically slamming me into the wall. I started to bite him in order to keep my moans low, but it didn't help that much. Bryan than grabbed me and bent me over a desk in the back of the class. He entered me once more and was almost at his finish. He was so rough and at the same time so gentle."Oh my god!" I yelled.
Bryan slammed into me one final time before he finished. We were both leaning over the desk, his nose in my hair. I could not help but here silence as our pants echoed through the room. Bryan finally got up and slowly pulled himself out of me. I winced at the pain that shot through my body.
"Are you okay?" he asked concerned.
I whiped the tear coming down my face.
"Yeah I'm fine. I just never did this before." I said weakly.
Bryan's face was in a mild shock.
"Really?" he asked surprised." I would have assumed that you...well you and Kevin...you know um..."
"Yeah we never did." I said finishing the response.
I think that made Bryan a little more happy. Knowing that me and him at a special moment between us. Once when we were done we put our clothes back on. While I was getting dressed, he was smirking at me. I couldn't help but blush because I never had a guy see me naked before. While I was grabbing my stuff, he came up from behind and held me. He kissed along my neck and shoulder. This was where I belonged.
"I have to go now, but I'll see you later." I said to him.
"Wait," he said,"I want you to know something."He spun me around so I was looking right at his gorgeous eyes. He looked a little intimidated.
" Um. That right there for me was passionate," he spoke," I have these strong feelings for you that nobody can overpower. I know this is so against the law, but we WILL be together. I'm making sure of that."
Was this shit even real? How many teenage girl would be in this situation right now? I could not help feel that all this time he felt the same way I did about him, and this was a different type of happily ever after than any Disney princess could ever overcome. We gave eachother one more kiss passionate kiss."I'll see you later." I said to him. I started to head for the exit when he called after me.
"Oh by the way," he said,"this is our secret Tina. No one can know."He spoke in a sincere yet serious tone of voice. I could not help feel disappointed for our relationship must be held behind closed doors, but it was the only way. I understood that much about this whole thing.
"Okay...I understand." I smiled and exited the room.Not even five minutes later, I felt a vibration in my pocket. Right on cue.
"Where were you?!" Brandy yelled at me,"I've been waiting here for more than 30 minutes!" she exclaimed.
I couldn't help but smile.
"Sorry Brandy." I said to her still smiling.
"Don't be sorry just hurry up. Spring break awaits us!" she yelled into the phone.
The echo bounced off everywhere. Both me and her laughed and I ran to the front of the school. She was there in her usual spot by the street pacing back and forth."Finally" she said when she saw me.
"Sorry. I saw this guy and it was Bry...i mean...Mr. Farber. I just had to say hi to him." I said to her.
"Oh of course you did." she said to me in a teasing voice.
I rolled my eyes at her as we started to walk home.
"So how is the hot teacher?" she asked.
"He's good. He looks like he needed that get away."
I smiled at the thought of seeing him after all of this time. I could still taste his sweet breath on mine.
"Helloooooo! Earth to Tina!" yelled Brandy.
"Oh ...sorry." I said embarrassed.
"You've got it bad girl. I don't know if I ever seen someone druel over a teacher like you do. And after all this time." she spoke
"I don't know what it is Brandy," I said mildly," I think it could be more than just a little crush."
She looked at me puzzled and stop walking. I turned around and looked at her.
"What are you saying Tina?" she said.
This was the first time i ever saw her really serious. All of the amusement she once had was long gone off her face. Her eyebrow narrowed and her stance still I could not help but feel like I had to tell her the situation of me and Bryan. But I just couldn't. Despite the fact that she was my best friend, I just couldn't.
"It's nothing really. I just...forget what I said" I said to her.
I tried to continue walking and keep up the pace so I could avoid the rest of this conversation. Brandy scurried after me.
"No tell me. Don't try to high-tale it out of here to avoid telling me. "
"I just meant that Mr. Farber is a close friend. A mentor. I can depend on him, thats all." I said nervously.
She continued to stare at me with narrowed eyes as if she did not buy my explanation. However, she dropped the conversation and we continued to walk on home. This secret was going to be way harder than what I originally thought.
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I think I fell in love with my teacher! (Watty Awards 2013)
Roman pour AdolescentsNew freshmen Tina and Erica have been close friends for years. However high school drives them apart with all of the different love interests and types of social cliques. Feeling like high school is going to be a drag, tensions rise even more when...