Broken Generation (Sequel to Don't Go)

Chapter 6

** Evan's P.O.V. **

Here I am still sitting down surrounded by these white walls. It has been a month now since Nicole fell into a coma. I started to notice that Josh and Crimson started to become skeptical to the idea of her ever waking up again. I instead continue to believe it. I had to. The doctors told me that she will and they know what they're talking about, right? She can't just die now. She has to wake up. There is so much she still has to do. I know that she most likely doesn't want to. However I will be there for her 24/7 and I will help her. She deserves it. Plus I don't think I will be able to leave her alone once she wakes up. I love her too much.

I lost my job at Hot Topic and honestly I knew it would have happened soon. I mean, I haven't gone to work in a whole month. All I did was sit here in this chair and just hope that her beautiful eyes would open soon.

I sighed as I looked at the clock at noticed it was 1 P.M. Without noticing another 3 hours passed by. I guess after one month of just staring at a girl sleeping and white walls that is what happens. You start to lose the concept of time and everything becomes less real. After all this time I haven't even heard his named be said. Honestly, it was better that way. I got no idea what I would do to him if I ever saw him. I think he would become the next person laying on that bed with a coma...

After about half an hour I saw two shadows appear on the ground. I lifted my head up and saw it was Josh and Crimson.

"Hey Evan" Josh said to me as they entered the room and looked at Nicole who didn't change at all since the last time they visited. I looked over Josh's shoulders and noticed Crimson. Her hair was put in a very messy bun, she barely had any makeup on, her cheekbones started to become more noticeable, however the thing that surprised me the most were her eyes. They were cold and empty. It was unusual, I remember seeing them deep with emotion but now, nothing just pure emptiness filled her eyes.

"Hi..." I answered back.

"So, Nicole is still the same?" A small voice murmured. I looked at Crimson in the eye and nodded.

"Figured..." She retorted. She walked closer to Nicole and took her hand. I looked closely and noticed something else. Crimson's fingers. They were a lot more skinnier than last time and also bonier. You could perfectly see the different bones that made up her slim fingers. Something was wrong. Crimson wasn't alright. However, who was okay right now? Nobody.

"C'mon Evan, I'm going to take you out of this room for a bit." Josh offered. I can't, I have to stay here. What if Nicole wakes up while I'm gone? I can't do that. I need to be here for her when she wakes up. I can't miss anything, all she deserves is being protected and happiness.

"I don't want to." I proclaimed.

"I don't care if you don't want to. You're coming with me Evan. You have to get out of this place once in a while." Josh ordered as he got closer to me. He grabbed my hand and started to pull me up. After a few thugs I gave in and got up.

"Fine... C'mon let's go. It better be quick." I complained. He didn't bother to answer me but smiled. We gave a last look at Crimson before we left that room.

**Crimson**

I watched the guys leave and bit down on my bottom lip as the door closed softly. I shuffled to the chair- letting go of Nicole's hand- a d gingerly sat down in it as if I was I about to break. I took a shaky breath.

"N-nicole. I screwed up." I started whispering- tears falling down my cheeks as I struggled to not have a panic or anxiety attack.

"I took a job- a-as a prostitute- a-and Brendon... Brendon U-Urie showed up... n-now I'm a-addicted to heroin." I gasped out; sobbing into the bed as I placed my face in it.