Author's Note - I'm So Sorry

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I just realized the amount of time that I haven't updated my fan fictions... I'm really sorry for making all of you guys wait for some new chapters. I have been having some personal and mental issues lately. I recently found out a lot of stuff about my family in general that kinda un-eased me. The thing that is making me suffer the most is what my mom said about my father. I don't remember if I said anything about him before in my past Author's Notes in the bottom of every chapter, however my father died about 7 years ago... Even if it has been a long time I still suffer a lot from it. I always remembered him as the perfect dad and like the best person in the world. But my mom was able to break those thoughts down. She told me about a dark, ugly side of my father that I had never knew about and it hurts. Maybe is because I needed him to be that perfect person and as an example of who I wanted to be like. Maybe it's also because I just can't seem to accept that this side of him existed or maybe because I feel liked I have been lied to my whole life so far I honestly am not able to say exactly is the thing that is hurting me, but it is. By my mom telling me that is showed me that he wasn't that perfect as I thought he was. It's also because I still can't find a connection between these two sides of me and it just feels like she was describing a complete different person...

I really hope all of you guys understand. It hasn't been easy for me to concentrate on a lot of stuff because I would always wonder back to what my mom told me and it's not fun. However I know that it will take time and effort to understand and accept this. Also to all of my readers, I will go back to working on the next chapter right now cause all of you deserve it. The next chapter should be posted in the next few days. However if it's not, just be a little more patient with me cause I haven't been doing really great... I promise you guys that I will never stop this fan fiction until it is complete. I would honestly feel bad if I ended up just giving up on this. So don't worry guys, this adventure isn't over.


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