When we first met, I knew that something about you was different.
Some part of me knew that I had a crush on you. I just didn't want to admit it at the time.
Then we got to talking. It has been great.
I just wish that I had known that you like men who were born in the right body, not a man who was born in the wrong body.
When you told me that you have a boyfriend, do you know how upset that made me?
For the entire week after having told me about you being in a relationship with some other guy, I felt like punching someone in the throat.
I mean seriously, instead of ignoring me for almost 2 weeks, you could have just talked to me.
Also, instead of ignoring me for nearly 2 weeks, you could have just told me that you were dating some other guy.
Honestly, the fact that you already knew that I'm in love with you and yet you ignore me, possibly intentionally, pretending as if it's all fine and dandy.
Do you know what's just as messed up as you ignoring me? The fact that I'm still in love with you.
I tried to convince myself that I'm no longer in love with you after you told me that you have a boyfriend.
You know what else I tried to convince myself? I also tried to convince myself that I was gay after having found out that you have a boyfriend.
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