The silent Orphan girl! (Under construction)

Chapter 22: The letter

'Mom and Dad,

I am fine now. I have almost fought off this monster from my back. But when it decides to come back and jump on me I don't have to fight it myself anymore, I have got Ryder at my side. He is taking care of me and loving me like nobody else. And Mom, I really love him too. He makes me happy and feel secure. I think you should have loved him, and his family. His mother, Hope has given me something amazing and big for the future, hope. I really like to live my whole life with Ryder and we also have got the chance to make it so. I said I do today. Dad, the whole team where on the wedding together and I laughed so much when they stood up in the middle of the wedding and shouted to us to just get married damn it. I like that you got me so lovely playmates on our tours and all those nights in our living room, with those stories and the sleeping bags. I remember Mike being to tall for his so he got two sleeping bags. Mom, I really hope you found Uncle Toby in heaven with you. I understand the love of a sibling now. I have got nine brothers that all care about me. It's amazing to feel so loved and still joking and playing around with them. I have learned Grey  to play the piano and Melody is amazing on the piano by now. I sing again and I love it. I don't feel as sad now.

I know that I got a lot of people behind me that will help me fight the monster of my nightmares. My new Dad is the firefighter saving me that night and his best friend named their daughter after me. I don't know half of what is happening me but I love it. I love the chaos and the love of this big family and I like that the don't give me one minute alone to get dragged down into that  black monsters lay. I miss you Mom and Dad. You made my life so happy and I miss your smiles and voices most of all. I  wish you could have been here with me when I got married to Ryder and when he proposed to me.

You didn't deserve to die, but I also know that life isn't fair. I know that the most amazing people die young because when you're in a garden you always picks the most beautiful flowers first. I know a lot more now then I did when you both disappeared on me. Ryder has gotten me a kitten to have those days I feel really sad. Melody likes to help me with stuff and so now that I'm pregnant. We are waiting for our child and Melody loves to read for my tummy and the child. Hope is getting clothes and a lot of stuff to the baby and she helps me decorate the room and Daisy helps too with advise and organisation. I love you and you will always be my Mom and Dad , but now I also have amazing adoptive parents. And Mason lead me to Ryder today on out wedding. I'm only pregnant in the fourth month but there is still a lot going on and Ryder helps me.

I remember on our first date, He took me to meet up with the whole team and then he set up an picknic on an big clearing so we could watch the stars and just talk a lot, He kiss me then and I already knew the answer then. He was my love for the life.

I understand my drawing now, The dragons have always been Ryder protecting me. He is caring and lovely, Dad! I really love him and I just wish you guys could have meet him once before all this had to happen. I miss you so damn much and I hope you have it good up there. I just wanted to tell you that I'm fine now. I will write to you soon again.

XOXO your daughter Noah, The survivor!'

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And that's it for this story, I hope you liked it. I will start on a new one soon enough.

I hope you would like to give it a chance. See you soon, OO Winnie!