Noah's P.O.V:
The week went by pretty quick and uneventful. I basically was drag every where by the two pair of twins. I had went back to just saying a one to four words responds, I guess you can say that I got tired. Tired of always trying to make an good relationship with the Collins family, tired of trying to stay awake all the time. I got tired of not being able to sleep, always waking up with a scream as fast as I fall into the blackness that should bring you happiness and a foolish smile in the morning when you can't stop thinking about the dream.
Zoey and Jasper, or at least Zoey, won't leave me alone. When I asks her why, she says it's because she likes me and of the fact that she feels like we are going to be good friends. I just thinks that, that friendship will fly out through the window as fast as she gets to know my story. I want it to work, everything.
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"I'm Theodor Ryan, but you can call me Theo. My friend is going to get here and help us get you out of here okay?" He says and I nod before coughing.
"Here, breath through this!" He says and give me his mask.
I'm sitting on a chair in the hospital. There is just one color over the whole thing.. White. I look down on my hands and there is someone clearing their throat. Looking up I meet eyes with that firefighter, Theo. I tries to smile and probably got on a small one because he smiles widely and nicely showing his white teeth. I look away to the right hallway where they toke my parents. Slowly standing up I take Theo's hand and starts to walk down the big and strange hallway.
"Where are we going?" Theodor asks and I meet his big blue eyes with a little sad smile.
"We are going to say bye to my Daddy and Mommy." I answer.
Theodor open the door for me and I takes a big breath before walking inside. Doctors and nurses all turns and starts to talk. "You can't be in here. Girl you should wait outside." Many protests are said but I have my eyes on the two bodies that are laying on respective beds.
"She just wants to say goodbye to her parents. I'll be with her the whole time, I promise!" Theo's voice speaks up and I turn to look at him.
It's just me and Theo in the room, my parents are in front of us but I just stand there and Theo let me be for a while. I take some small steps toward the beds and after a while of thinking I walk up to the bed that holds my Mom. I look around and find an empty bucket, taking it to the side of the bed I step up on it and takes a peek of my mom. She lays there perfectly still. Taking a big breath I close my eyes and bring my hand to her body to lay my small child hand over her heart.
"I'm sorry mommy. I think who ever makes decides about who gets to live and not made a mistake. Because Mommy, you didn't deserve to die. I think everyone should have a mommy and daddy like you and dad. I don't think it's fair but it's how life is.. I'm sorry Mommy but I'm broken. But I think I'll be okay some day. First I just have to be sad for a while. Just like you was when your brother dead by that awful sickness. I'll be fine Mommy, don't you worry." I take my teddy bear and puts it on top of moms body before lifting her arms to put them over the brown bear. I step down from the bucket to push it over to the other bed and smiles when I looks at my Daddy.
"Take care of Mommy for me Daddy. Because now I can't cuddle up with her when you're away and say you will be okay. So Daddy.. Please be nice and I'll see you when the one deciding takes my life away. Daddy, I love you and Mommy. I hope you are in a paradise and that there is unicorns, rainbows and that Mom meet Uncle Toby up there.." I look down on the body of my father and smiles a little. "Dad? I promise that I'll be fine someday and that I'll live for you and Mom. I'll see you later Daddy!" I take of my necklace, a small gold heart necklace and lays it on his chest and puts his hands over it before bending down and planting a kiss on his forehead. "Bye Daddy" I whisperer.
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The silent Orphan girl! (Under construction)
LosoweNoah Winters is not a normal teenage girl. She lives with several of other children just like her, orphaned. Every night she dreams nightmares about the past, just fragments of a real memory, pictures too fast for her to really remember that night m...