I Will Always Protect You (Darkiplier fanfic)

Update: sorry for the updates

Sorry for the updates and not writing any chapters. To many things are on my mind. I said I have been visiting the hospital. Well the reason I go is not for myself. I'm fine and perfectly healthy. It's my auntie. She was gonna have twins, but one of the little girls died. Not only has that have me thinking, but the death and suicide of Daniel Kyre from Cyndago. As well as what my friend said at the dance. I should explain.
So my friend Keanu was at the dance. I hung out with him and bugged him until he dance. He said something that has been bothering me, and making me think. He said he just seems happy, but hides his pain. I feel terrible. I saw him being bullied, even at the dance. I stepped in and told the bully to go fuck off. She did and I danced with Keanu.
I haven't always been this nice and helping. There was a time where I bullied him myself. Just to look cool. Back then he use to have a crush on me, because we were close friends. A year later, and I'll never forget this, I made a terrible, dark, and cruel joke. He asked me if I seem his mom. I said "Yeah, I think I saw her go into a hotel room with your dad." Now I regret doing that, and I was terrible to ever even think of a mean joke like that. His eyes filled with sadness and he said "I don't have a dad remember?" I knew he didn't, but I forgot at that moment in time. He walked away, and I will never forgive myself for saying that. It probably brought back all his pain. It made his remember one of the most darkest things in his life.
I regret every last bit of it. When Keanu was young his dad left him in his crib, crying. Then his mom came home and saw him. She never saw her husband again. He abandoned Keanu.
I'm the only one he's told this to. No one knew. I know he suffers from depression. He just won't tell anyone. His mother doesn't know anything about how he feels. I made a mistake and I admit it. And I feel terrible for it. So I vow to help him through anything. No matter how difficult. I will stand up for him and help him.
So lesson of the day... Be careful about what you say, and just be kind. Don't be an idiot like me, because you never how people actually feel, or what they are going through. And as always, peace out.