I Will Always Protect You (Darkiplier fanfic)

Authors note: Am I creepy or psychotic?

Okay. I'm sorry for all the notes. But soon I will release a Christmas short special thingy. You'll see. So the title... Am I creepy or psychotic? Let me explain...
So my friend who I am in "love" with found a new girl he has his eyes on. This is different than my other "cases". I call them that because I use it to benefit me. I know its bad or weird or horrible. I use the experiences to bring us closer. I always hear about these crushes first. Which tells me he trusts me to listen and help. I encourage him to ask the " prey" out. I lead him to do it. He does and it ends up with them apart. Most girls he dates are all popular, pretty, and very girly. This new one is very different.
A new girl. She's shy, scared, and timid. No friends. No rep. No rank. Why am I saying I'm creepy or psychotic? Well, I kept an eye on her. I wrote a list of possibilities and solutions. I came up with six. I'm nervous. Am I weird? I know him so well, but this is new. He says he's not sure, but I am playing it safe. I can be very manipulative. When his girlfriend broke up with him at the dance I took the chance to comfort him. His trust grew for me. We grew closer.
Another note. Me and Aries got into an argument. My friend asks why I'm still friends with him. I should just leave him. I told her I couldn't she asked why. I said I hate him, but he's been in my life for so long. He's like a brother. I had to lie to her.
I have so many ways to break them up without linking to me. I have connections. I have built trust in people. I could say one rumor and it would spread like a disease. I've just realised all the power I have. I'm probably never gonna need to use it though. I sound so horrible.
I don't want to wait it out like most of the time. She could win him over completely. She's different. I have plans and schemes though if it were to happen. Sorry I just had to ask. Be totally honest. Does this sound creepy or psychotic? I took a picture, but I don't know if you can read it. And as always peace out!

Please don't see me any differently. I'm not in the right state. I'll admit. I'm going crazy for him. I don't want to hide my life from you guys. Between us there are no secrets. He's made me so mad and jealous that I want to kill him. (I won't tho) I can't. I love him too much.If any friends from school read this. Hi. This is me. Think what you want. I'm happy.
I'm gonna tell him. Some day. Maybe he'll reject me, but all well. All you readers. Thinking I'm some attention whore. Thinking I'm posting this to get reads or attention. Who are you to tell me why I posted this? You can't tell me why I posted this, because you can't demand something about me. That's all. Look forward for the Christmas special. I'm not sure what day it will be finished tho sorry.

~Ashe Legend