Admitting my love~ [Life update]

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Heh. So this is about Aries. When I thought about the dance thing. I was thinking.
"I can't say it in front of Janny. She'll get jealous and break up with him then get mad at me." So I made a back up plan. A note. But since he dance never did happen then I had to postpone it because that wasn't the right moment. I mean we were going through a lot. So I wanted to wait. And I did. Took way to fucking long. I bottled it in more. And more. And more. Until I was tired of it. I took the note and placed it in my pocket. Because I am obsessed with him I knew his last period class. It was PE. So I found him and talked for a bit. I waited for his friends to leave. He was going to meet up with his new dance group. We were finally alone. I was relieved and I smiled. But then his little bitch came. I began to sigh and get pissed. I gave her a stare and pulled out the letter.
"You know what? Fuck it! Here read this on your own time. Not aloud. I gotta go." I said and handed him the letter. He just nodded and stared at me. I turned around and left. I'm trying not to think about it. I'm prepared to be rejected and move on. I just need him to say "I don't like you." And then I'll reply. "That's just what I needed to here." Then I'll move on with my life. If we can't get passed the awkwardness then were not true friends. Because true friends can. So that's all. I just gotta wait for tomorrow and see his reaction. And move on with my life.
Also I'm releasing a journal/notebook. Just for notes like this. I'll call it. "My story" so now i won't post it on here. Yay! I don't expect it to get as big as these but just for some of you who want to know. I'll post notes. Updates. And also updates on stories and stuff. So that's all. And as always Peace out!

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