I haven't been able to say this.
My friend, who knows about this, I can't even say it to her.
I guess I'm scared.
I always say I think I am, when I deep down know that I am
I can't say it.
I want to, but I can't.
I don't know why I can't
I CRY OVER THIS. I cry because I can't say it.
But I still can't say it.
And it hurts.
I am
I still can't say it
I spent ten minutes writing and erasing the same word. I can't say it.
/Elo x
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The Melon-Head Boy -a Simdil fanfiction-
Fanfiction(My first story eveeeer, yaaaaaa partyyy) Bodil is in 2nd year at a college in Bulgaria. He's one of the 'cool' boys and no one has a problem with him being gay. It's the start of a new semester/term and he's looking forwarf to enjoying it with his...
