Handsome & Wealthy [Migos]

Chapter Twenty-One

Miracle

Just because I took Quavo back doesn't mean I'm going to tell him I'm pregnant, well at least not now. I need to make sure we are going to last. I actually feel guilty about leaving him. I haven't been fully honest with him either. Not on no cheating shit. Just something about the first time we fucked. I need to tell him even though I'm pretty sure he already knows. I still have to tell him. Just thinking about this shit makes me cry. I wiped the tears that I didn't notice fell. They kept coming butbi didn't want Quavo, or anyone, seeing me like this. I brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them with my head down. I felt arms go around me, causing me to jump a little.

"Baby," I heard Quavo say.

I didn't answer.

"What's wrong?"

I still didn't answer.

He lifted my head and kissed me multiple times. I laid my head on his chest and hugged him tightly. I guess it's time to come out the closet...

"Miracle, you gotta talk to me." He said staring into my eyes.

I looked away though. Once I took a minute to get myself together, I finally spoke. He sat patiently waiting.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"For what?" He asked.

"Don't be mad at me." I sniffed.

"Man, quit sugar coating shit. Why would I be mad at you?" He asked a little annoyed.

"Uhh, the first time we had sex..." I stopped myself.

"Gone head." He said nodding.

"I wasn't a virgin." I said put my hands back into my hands.

"Yes you wa..." His voice faded and he pushed me off him.

"Quavo. It's not my fault." I said.

"How is it not your fault?! That's some hoe shit!" He yelled.

I watched him get out the bed and walk over to the door. Before he opened the door I hurried off the bed and grabbed his hand, pulling him.

"Listen! Please!" I begged.

"Let me go. What?! Listen to what?!" He yelled snatching his hand away.

"Sit down..." I said about to cry again.

He sighed but sat down. I got together what I was about to say. He stared at me impatient. I took a breath before speaking.

"Okay, so it was uhh, just last last year..."

Flash back...

"Come on best friend." My best friend, Anthony begged me to come over.

The weird thing is I just left from over there. Why does he want me over there so badly? I agreed to going and begin walking over there.

When I got over there, he was waiting on the porch for me. I followed him into the house. We sat in his room and I could feel him staring at me.

"Stop." I said making the both of us laugh.

"You just so damn beautiful." He said walking closer.

He had a cold look in his eyes. I begin to back into the wall. He reach his arm out and grabbed my wrist, pulling my harshly. I tried to pull away but he had a tight grip. He threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me.

"Anthony, no! Get off me!" I screamed, now crying.

"Shh." He said snatching off my sweats.

He stripped me out my clothes. I screamed for help but he threatened to kill me so I shut up. He pushed himself in Me with no mercy. I couldn't bare the pain. He groaned as I cried. I felt blood trickling down my leg. I can't believe my "best friend" is raping me. I tried to push him off me, but I was too weak. I didn't cry anymore. No one could hear me. I just laid there and let it happen. There wasn't nothing for me to do. What did I do to deserve this?...

Flashback over...

"...When I woke up almost everything in the house was gone. I was on the floor and barely could move. I haven't seen him since that day." I said, now in tears that I didn't even try to stop from falling.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." Quavo said with softened eyes.

"That's not all." I sniffed.

"Gone head." He said now holding me tight as hell..

"A month later, I found out I was pregnant. When I had him they let me name him. Which I chose Carmelo Romello Anthony Johnson. I thought it all was a Accident so I gave him Anthony's first and last name. I would've gave him mine, Love but I still loved Anthony. But now I only love you. I haven't seen Carmelo since my Auntie took him. He is 11 months about to be 1." I said still sniffing.

"Word?" Quavo asked in surprise.

"Yeah, I want him back though. I didn't even know he was gone until the day I got out the hospital. I thought he was coming home with me but my parents told me my Auntie had him." I laid on him.

We sat in silence, thinking. I know where my Auntie Caitlyn lives. I just never had the courage to go over there. What if she says no? So many things are running through my head right now. All I know is, I'm going back to Chicago to try and get my son in a week. I can't wait either.

Quavo

I'm still taking this shit in. My girlfriend has a child. Not by me. My girlfriend was raped and basically left for dead. I wanna kill this Anthony nigga. Funny thing is, I know a nigga name Anthony Johnson. I hope it aint the same person. If so, we got a big ass problem that I'm gonna, gladly, handle. I kissed Miracle over and over as I held her tight. I'm not mad about going to get Carmelo. Shidd, imma treat lil nigga like he mines. All because I love Mircale's crazy ass.