I dyed my hair black and the few people who noticed said they liked my blue hair better
And like I dye my hair bc I like the way I look in it
But then when you say to someone "oh you looked better before you did this thing that can't really be removed and there's bit really a way to get back to what you had before"
That's a fucking blow to the confidence
Also I've been stressing out because there's a 99.99999% chance my parents are gonna get divorced and they're fighting a shit ton about the littlest shit
Like there's school that stresses everyone out and then I come home and there's so much god damn tension in the house that you could cut it with a knife and I can't relax anywhere
But y'know now my brother's my best friend in the entire world so there's that
