Chapter 14

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The two Months of the American tour went by quickly, the saying "time flies when you're having fun" really came into play. The concerts were crazy, the fans were even crazier. Taking photos of the guys with their raving fans was incredible. The care they have for their fans, it's seriously beautiful.

Tomorrow we leave for Paris, and I was excited to go back to Europe. Just like mother said I would, without her. I didn't know whether to expect romantic nights with him or not, so I wasn't push anything.

I cleaned up the bus, hoping it would look better than when they got it. Oh yeah, that's the inner Girl Scout coming out of me. I was alone on the bus so it was easier and faster to do. I washed all of the dishes, packed them into one box and hoped that I was doing this correctly.

I made sure everything was ready to go. Our visas checked out and we were set. One year in Europe, with my favourite band. I'd be able to do everything I'd promised myself I would, even the silly fangirling promises of making love to Austin Carlile. And that's exactly what we did. We made love.

I continued the rest of my alone time with a dopy grin on my face recalling the times he revealed himself fully. I could honestly fall in love with him. Not because of his fame or riches, but him as a human. He is an amazing and strong man for a young age.

I worried over the misfortune of Emily. Her not being fertile. It bore a hole in my heart. I knew I didn't really want kids, I always wanted to be the cool aunt. Emily was the dreamer for children. I felt so upset, she has so much faith in God, and yet he burdens her with this. It frustrated me.

My mind wandered to whether she had told Alan yet or not. I worried over her, she's a fragile being, I've always been the outwardly stronger one. I guess inward strength is stronger, though.

I rested on the couch after I had finished everything, I had Supernatural, my favourite tv show, on Netflix. The guys filed in and sat beside me, Austin wrapped his arm around me and kissed my head. I then realised that Alan and Emily hadn't followed. My curiosity peaked, I knew she wanted to tell him before they left to Europe, so she wouldn't have to deal with him if he didn't want to be with her.

I went to the door to see if they were outside.

"Randi, they're at the coffee shop, calm down." I turned to look at Austin, he was grinning, knowing exactly what I was doing. "It'll be okay, they'll figure it out. Alan isn't that much of dick."

I sigh, nodding. "I'm just worried."

The couple came in holding hands and smiling brightly. Emily looked at me with a relieving smile, my heart rested and I knew things would be okay.

Alan nodded towards Austin, "Uhm, hey bro can I talk to you for a little bit?"

Austin jumped from the couch and put his arm around Alan's neck as they walked back to Alan's bed.

Emily sat beside me and grabbed my hand, squeezing it. "He didn't seem upset. He seemed sort of okay with it. I mean I guess I expected him to be disgusted by me."

I laughed, "Darling you're too amazing to be disgusted by. Just tell me everything while we wait for the guys."

She sat on her leg and faced me, "I told him that I wasn't thinking far ahead with him, but if we did get serious then he should know that I can't have children. He said he was okay with that just okay"

I gaped, "just okay?"

Emily smiled, "Well I guess, I don't know how to explain it. We talked everything out, our issues and dilemmas. In the end he said that my inability to have children didn't change who I was as a person, and then he joked about how doctors aren't always right, so if we were to go that far, we might be able to have kids."

I smiled, "As long you are happy."

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