A Nerd's Diary

I hate my life.

-I got called a clone.
-One of my classmates is threatening to quit the volleyball team for drama that she blames ME for starting!
-I havent had free time in the last couple days
-I feel like im getting stabbed right now in my feet and legs
-I feel like a total idiot because my friend always needs to correct me
-I cant write stories here on Wattpad like i can on one stinkin assignment
-I would rather just cry in my room all fay at times
-Okay, I like someone and I torcher myself saying that he likes someone else
-I want to help people out, but in any way, i mess up so bad
-I feel like so many people are lying to me to not tell me what really is going on.
-Finding out that apparently some people don't like me
-Someone keeps sassing me thinking she's always funny and right
-I'm sort of not good at choosing good priorities.
-I am tired
-I want to sleep and never wake up
-I want to get hurt just to see who REALLY cares about me
-I am under so mucb stress, it's not funny
-Im hungry
-I'm sorry I'm ranting so freaking much.
-Im gonna do counseling this year again
-I am ticked off
-I feel like I've failed you guys by not putting out videos on my schedule and not updating my books
-Just, mostly Grace, um.... I dont know. I torter myself with my thoughts every single day. But, i try to hide it and I tryvto come.up with an excuse about it. And I already think that it's sad that i couldnt even tell the person i like that i liked him. My sister did. Which made it awkward for BOTH of us apparently.
-I feel like no one cares at times because of all the teasing, rude words, and a whole bunch of other stuff from the idiots in my class. I cant even take a joke. And thats something thatvis normal for EVERYONE. And, Im that one idiotic nerd that makes mistakes my friend helps me to solve. Heck, without Grace, I'd probably be a snobby little brat, a loner, or speaking without shutting my mouth. Sortbof like now
Im not gojng to torcher you guys with this rant so.... Bye.