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I walk across Tatooine, seeing nothing but sand for miles. It has been two days since I went on the mission with my master. The mission that ended with her dying in my arms, leaving me stranded on this wasteland of a planet.
I don't know what I am supposed to do anymore. I had been with my master for as long as I can remember. She took care of me, always, and treated me like I was her son. She was the family I never had. My mother died a few minutes after my birth, and once I was five, my father turned to the dark side. He said that together we would rule the galaxy, but if it meant hurting people, I wanted no part in his plan. I ran away and ended up finding my, now former, master. Even though Jedi aren't supposed to have attachments, I loved her. She was more than just a Jedi Master to me.
What am I supposed to do now that she is gone, killed at the hands of a Sith? I know that as a Jedi I shouldn't think like this, but I want to get my revenge on that Sith.
I hate him for killing my master! She was the only family I had, yet he took her away from me! I want nothing more than to kill the Sith and even if I had no chance at killing him, I would die trying to avenge her death.
With a shaky sigh, I drop to my knees, unable to keep walking without a purpose, the only thing I see being sand.
I curl my hands into fists, letting the anger I feel flow through every part of me. I let it surround me, too upset to care if any force sensitive person near me can feel my anger, hatred, and pain. So much pain.
As I just sit here, my anger as my only companion, I feel the dark side reach out to me. I almost let the dark side in, thinking that it might give me the hope that I desperately need. Before I can use my anger to let it in, I begin to cry, unable to hold in the tears any longer.
With the tears falling faster than ever before and the pain inside my chest feeling too strong to cope with, I look to the sky and yell, "I know that everything happens for a reason and it is the will of the force, but why did she have to die?! She meant everything to me! Why did you have to take her away from me?!"
I look back down to the sand below me, wondering why this had to happen.
Suddenly, I lift my head to look at my surroundings. Through blurry vision, I try to spot whatever danger the force was trying to warn me about.
I stand up and nervously look around me, seeing nothing but sand for miles.
Realizing that no one is around, I sit down on the ground again and lower my head to the sand as I shut my eyes tightly, trying and failing to lessen the rapid flow of tears.
I just sit here on my knees, trying to focus on only my breathing, hoping that doing so will calm the raging storm of emotions I feel.
After a few seconds, feeling a little calmer, I decide that I might as well try to meditate.
Maybe the force will show me something useful, like a way off this awful planet.
A/N: Well, chapter two is now finished! Wooooooo! Sorry that it was a little short, but I promise that the next one will be longer. I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I will see you all in chapter 3! Bye :)
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The Lucky One (a Star Wars fanfic)
FanfictionShawn, a Jedi Padawan, has trained with his master for ten years. He never thought that all the time they spent together could suddenly come to a halt. During a mission on Tatooine, the two are ambushed by a Sith, leading to the death of his Master...