Diary Entry Forty: I Am Horrible

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November 1st, Wednesday
Dear diary,

I hate myself. I'm a horrible person.

Patrick kissed me last night. I had sex with him.

The reason I feel horrible is because I'm not sure if I love him. I'm not sure if I did it out of love or just... Y'know... Just because I had the opportunity...

I mean, how can I love someone when I can't even love myself?

Xoxo, Mikey

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