Xoxo, Mikey (Petekey, Rikey, Patkey.)

Diary Entry Fifty Two: So Long And Goodnight

December 13th, Wednesday

This isn't much of a diary now that everyone else is writing in it, huh?

Patrick killed himself last night. I'm going to miss him. The funeral is on Saturday... First Ray, then Mikey, now Patrick? Who's next?

I hope no one.

But the three of them were all loved so much, and they will be missed terribly.

But I think it might be time to finally put this book to rest, don't you think? It was Mikey's, and it should stay Mikey's. So, therefore, this will be the last entry.

I wish it wasn't. But all good things must come to an end, and Mikey chose his end. And his diary will end, too. Like all things. Period.

Life is hard...

And the world is ugly...

But we all need to be strong, and try to make it through until it's our time. We need to fight. Fight for our lives. We need to find our way in the dark and out of harm. We need to stay true to ourselves. We need to stay beautiful, and keep it ugly. And that's how we'll make it. Mikey didn't know these things.

And Mikey may have taken his own life, but he was one of the strongest people I know. He was true to himself, and a beautiful person. But like he said, he couldn't deal with the pain. He decided to take the easy way out.

I wish he didn't.

But anyway, time for this diary to get put away for good. No more 'dear diary...' Nothing. This book is done.

I know someone will ask, "Won't you write in it on his birthday, or the anniversary of his death?" And then I will say,

"No, my dear, that chapter is done."

Because it is. The whole book has come to an end. This chapter of our lives is done. It's all done.

Now it's time to go. I'm sorry how it ends this way, but... What can I say?

So long and goodnight,

Gerard

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The End. Thanks to everyone that will read this. I've written 32 chapters today so... Goodnight. (9/25/15)

Xoxo, BlackParadeAngel ♥