I woke up and I sat up exspecting chase near me but I forgot,
He was upstairs,
I walked upstairs to go check on him, and he was still unconscious, I felt a tear go down my cheek, I miss him alot
and even though I sound clingy I couldn't help but to be,
Micheal came in from the front door, "Grams said he should be waking up soon" I smiled as another tear came down, Micheal came over and hugged me, but as he did another tear that was gonna come down..
Didn't.
It just stopped, and the weird feeling came back, why did I keep feeling these feelings? Was our souls already bonding?
"Inphy its gonna be OK I promise you" I nodded my head, "thank you, I just..don't like seeing chase unconscious like this, it feels like he's dead"
Micheal nodded his head, "...I should've went back there, even though he was trying to keep me and you safe, he's my brother and I should've just
went back as soon as I dropped you home" I felt bad for Micheal, "its OK Micheal" I knew exactly how he felt,
He feels bad because it felt like he just left him there to die, and he knows he could've probably did something to prevent this from happening,
I felt the same way.
"If only I could be as strong as him, he managed to kill that thing, I wasn't strong enough to protect you from it long while he was fighting the other Demon"
"Micheal when I tame you, you,ll become stronger, and honestly in my opinion, your not physically weak or mentally weak, your mentally and physically strong, you may not have been able to kill it but atleast you were able to stand your ground and fight that thing"
"So don't call yourself weak, and don't blame it all on yourself, cut yourself some slack and give yourself some credit"
He looked at me, "why are you telling me not to blame it on myself but that's what you,ve been doing?" "inphy even though you
are his Tamer, you,re still human, your abilities havent bloomed yet either,"
"So why are you blaming it on yourself?"
I was too stuck for words, "I..its because I'm his Tamer, and I'm obligated to do my part as well"
He was right, I was being a huge hypocrit just now, but I didn't mean to be.
I sighed, "look its no ones fault.. lets just learn from this experience" he nodded his head and went out on the front porch,
I sat down next to chase and as I did,
He starts to toss and turn,
I think he was waking up.
"C-Chase?" His eyes slowly opened, and as soon as he did he hugged me, he hugged me so tight he was squeezing my rib cage,
He hugged me so fast it was as if he teleported his arms around me to hug me, and when he did the TV, and everything else near us moved back, his energy was so strong is caused everything else in the living room to move back, it was like an energy wave hit,
"Inphy!" I smiled, "chase my rib cage, he loosened his grip, "I apologize I didn't hurt you did I?" I shook my head, "thank goodness I would've felt like shit if I did." He looked at me and kissed me,
He..kissed me.
His lips felt so warm, so vibrant, I didn't wanna stop kissing him, it made me feel like our souls were connecting again, but what I realized is that our souls were always connected, thats why I felt like that when he was unconscious,
