Chase's P.O.V
I went outside on the front porch to smoke a cigarette, even though I'm a half Demon and I shouldn't be nervous,
But I was, what if what happened last time will happen again? We are gonna
a be in the woods so I can't allow myself to fuck up in any kind of way,
I was getting frustrated with myself, I was still irritated with myself from what happened last time, she shouldn't have had to pass out from trying to control me I should've been able to control myself, I am her protector,
She shouldn't have to ever use all that energy and tire herself out, I just..care about her so much,
I can't even use words as to how much she means to me and how important she is to me, I just want to keep her safe at all times, she's always on my mind, I constantly dream about her,
She's glued to my thoughts, grams told me that I'd feel this way once our powers awakened and it all went down but, I wasn't mentally prepared for all these strong emotions,
I've never loved anyone like I love inphy, I've never felt like this before, and its hard for me to handle it,
Plus I can't help it at times but to fantasize about fucking the shit out of her, she's just so..so fucking sexy, her hair, and how soft it is, her lips and how they feel like soft rose petals, her eyes the way her face is structured, her gorgeous shape, her ass,
I can't help it, and I don't mean to look at her like that but I can't help it, my feelings for her drive me insane, is this love? Or am I just looking at her as if she's a sex doll? Was it both?
Why is it that every time I kiss her it feels as if I'm high on drugs, talking to her makes my heart pound, looking at her sometimes brings a tear to my eye because to me she is just so fucking beautiful,
Sometimes my heart beats so fast that my chest hurts and starts to go numb,
I don't know how I feel about my brother wanting inphy to tame him, I guess I'm jealous but it doesn't bother me that I am, I don't wanna share inphy, I want to be her only protection, plus what if my brother falls in love with her once their souls connect?
How will she feel about him? Will she be in love with him too? I didn't know, I know I shouldn't be selfish and jealous but I can't help it,
When it comes to her, I'm insane my mind is unstable, and Its hard to control myself when it comes to her and how I feel,
I took a last puff out of my cigarette, and went back inside, I looked at my phone and saw the time, 11:55,
Adrenaline shot through my veins, realizing that soon we were going to the woods, I know that's where demons will be, if they aren't in the streets or in someone's house or a building,
they were in the woods,
I walked down into the basement and saw inphy and Micheal sitting on the bed, inphy had on a black V neck shirt with dark grey joggers and her red converses, she had her hair in a lazy bun and had her glasses on,
God she looked beautiful,
I noticed she had a string bag as well, "whats the string bag for?" She stood up and walked towards me and stopped in front of me, "well I bought my phone, emergency supplies you know just in case, a bag of chips and a granola bar" I smirked, "you know me and Micheal won't need any emergency supplies, we are half demons inphy we,ll heal"
Her face turned red and she walked closer to me and stood on her tippy toes, closer to my face, " don't you think I know that idiot?, I brought it for me just in case I trip over something, or I get cut, its just in case"
