Patience 2 |J.b| {BWWM}

The middle.

Updating because it's my birthday 💖

"What she told me just blew my mind, Fredo." I said and tapped on the microphone to make sure it was working properly. For once, I was happy that Meghan wasn't here to hear this conversation before I go on stage. He shook his head and patted me on the back. "Maybe you should've wrapped it up before you stuck it in her." I rolled my eyes and Za literally came out of nowhere screaming like he was a damn fool.

"What the hell!" I snapped my head around and he was right there behind me. "She pregnant ain't she?! Y'all having a baby! Turn the fuck up!" I sighed and pushed him out of the way. "You're an ass, you know what?" He started screaming again and gathered everybody's attention this time. "Y'all guess who having a-" I covered his mouth and mumbled a few profanities in his ear. After that, he was as quiet as a church mouse.

Quaz finished doing her sit ups and stood up, walking in my direction. "Aw shit.." Alfredo mumbled and walked away to go talk with Scooter. She wrapped her arms around my shoulders. "So I heard that you're expecting again. Congrats. How many you got now? 4?" I rolled my eyes. "Yes, four. We're starting a mini football team, can't you tell?" I said sarcastically. She unhooked her arms from around my shoulder and frowned. "You're not happy?" 

"No, not really. I have too much to deal with as it is and then this? This just adds more to my plate. This is an actual baby. A crying, screaming, and pissing everywhere baby." She busted out laughing and stood behind me as the lights dimmed. We could hear the screams of the fans already echoing throughout the stadium and it was one of the sounds that'll never get old to me.
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"Did you tell him?" Jela stirred her drink with the straw and looked up at me through her glasses. We were at this really peaceful jazz place where they had live music and good food according to Alfredo. I just nodded and munched on some french fries. "What's wrong? You don't seem excited for someone that just found out they were pregnant. What's up?"

I sighed. "He didn't really seem that excited to be honest. He just told me okay and went off to rehearsals. I didn't really let it get to me because he was already late but...I feel like he could've been a little happier. It takes two to make a baby so."

"Y'all need to stop this cat and mouse bullshit. Every time you get mad at him or he gets mad at you, one of y'all leave. Then you come right back to each other. I did the same thing with Za for awhile until he finally got it. Ole stupid ass had me crying because he missed the most important moment in my life."

I cracked up and shook my head. "That's Za for ya." She nodded and placed her drink on the table in front of her food. "All I'm saying is," The waiter came with our orders and after he left, she continued. "Whether Justin likes it or not, he's the daddy and he has responsibilities at home. Damn a tour. Your family comes first."

I sighed. "Touring is his life. Music is his life and will forever be apart of his life. I can't just take away the one thing that's held him together since he was a little boy, Jela. That's where you're wrong. I love Justin, I honestly love my husband with all of my heart but if he decides to go through with the rest of this tour then that's okay. I won't pressure him into giving up just because I'm pregnant. I can take care of things at home while he's going around the world doing what he loves to do. I'll never take away the fact that he's a great father to all of my children." She honestly looked shocked and I was proud. I refuse to let her sit around and think Justin barely sees his kids because that's a lie.

"Wow..I honestly didn't know he was that involved in their lives." I took a sip of water and nodded. "He's very involved. Aysia is obsessed with Tyga at the moment so he contacted him and let Aysia talk to him. She met him last night and honestly hasn't stopped talking about it. She was so happy that she got to go. It didn't matter if I was there to take her or her father. She still had a great time with Alfredo. That's just one thing that he does for a child that isn't even his. So you already know he goes all out for his own flesh and blood."

She gave me a weak smile. "That is true." We continued to eat our food and have small talk fort the next hour or so. When we were finished, we both paid for our food and a different waiter came to collect the money. "What happened to our waitress?" Jela asked the man and stood up. I was too busy checking my phone for any messages from Justin to see him but he looked awfully familiar from the corner of my eye. "Oh she got off of work. I'll make sure she gets the tip though." I knew that voice.

I looked up from my phone and saw AJ cleaning off the table. He glanced down at me with a smile and took the plate that was in front of me. "I hope you ladies enjoyed your food." Jela smiled at him and nodded. "Oh yes, the food was incredible. The music is nice as well."

"Why are you here, Anthony? Huh? Your other job didn't pay enough that you had to get a side job and move out to California? Or did you follow us?" He stopped dead in his tracks. "First of all, I didn't even know you were down here but now that you mention it....yes, I did move over here to get another job and to be closer with my mother. She said that you were dancing on stage with that little-" I held my finger up and he rolled his eyes. "With your husband," I nodded. That was better. "And I forgot about you after that to be honest. I'm trying to better my life."

I grabbed my crutches and started to walk away with Jela but turned back around. "Good for you. I wish the best for you and whatever you decide to do with your life."

"Meghan?"

"Yes?"

"Thank you." He quickly walked towards the kitchen, leaving me there astonished. Not only did he not get smart with me, but he thanked me. What was that even about? Jela grabbed my arm and pulled me outside, not even asking about what just happened with AJ.

"I'll see you later, boo. Kiss my god kids." I smiled and nodded as she kissed my cheek. One of the security guards pulled up in Justin's purple Lamborghini and got out to open the door for me.

"Mrs. Bieber." He said with a smile and opened the door. I quickly got in and he slammed it shut, returning back to the driver's seat.

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Ok so I know how y'all feel now when Justin and Meghan get into it 😭 cause I'm reading this book and I freaking loved them together but they always got into it and went back and forth a lot. Then he died 😭😭😭😭 I freaking cried lmfao. I went through an emotional roller coaster in like 30 chapters.