They don't know about us....

Chapter 19: I can't believe i ever loved you?

Zayn's POV:

Lila and Sierra had taken a long time in the restroom i was beginning to get worried. I told Liam me and him should go look for them. But Lila and Sierra appeared out of nowhere it seemed like they were coming from the direction were 2 familiar guys were at. Oh yeah they were some of the members from the Janoskians. Lila talked about them all the time.

As soon as Liam saw Sierra he wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her forehead. He was really worried something had happened to her.

"Where we're y'all? We were starting to get really worried?!" i asked Lila.

"Oh its just that we got lost and couldn't find the restroom so we decided to ask someone. And me and Sierra just happened to ask Jai and Beau!" Lila said with a huge smile.

"Do you like him?" i curiously asked kind of jealous of Beau.

"Of course not! I only met him like literally 10 minutes ago! I'm just happy to have actually met him that's it" she smiled.

"Oh ok" i smiled back.

Did Lila actually think i fell for that? Of course she liked that Beau guy! It was literally written all over her face. I mean if i met Perrie Edwards from Little Mix i would also be starstruck! But i think that Beau guy liked Lila, its just the way he was looking at her across the room. But i would only look at Lila as a friend. And nothing else. I had my beautiful Miranda and i wouldn't stand it if i ever lost her. I had fallen for her, yet i still loved Lila.

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Lila's POV:

I think i kinda liked Beau. Don't get me mixed up i don't like him like oh i want him to be my boyfriend, but like i would love to be friends with him kinda way. Does that even make sense? It absolutely doesn't. I just have to much drama in my life already and i needed a new friend. Not that i don't like any of my friends i loved them! Its just i needed someone new. Its just hard to explain. Beau just seemed like a caring guy that's it.

Josh was the only guy in my mind. I think i regret breaking up with him. My brain told me it was wrong and that i needed Josh, but my heart told me Zayn. I just feel like a huge whore having feelings for two guys. Is that even possible? Well if it was possible or not i had strong feelings towards both of them.

"What are you thinking about Lila?" Liam asked. He was the kind of guy you could tell everything to. He was one of my good friends and I'm happy Sierra is with him. They are the perfect couple everyone looked up to.

"It's just ..i just don't even know anymore". i admitted.

"Does it happen to be Zayn or Josh you're thinking about? Or that guy from the airport?" Liam asked.

"Why does everyone think i like Beau? I don't! As a friend but not like that!" i exclaimed letting all my feelings out.

"Geez i don't know! You just seemed so happy after talking to him". Liam admitted.

"Well yeah you've got a point. I don't even know what's going on anymore. After i broke up with Josh everything just fell out of place and i just don't know" i sighed.

"Lila can i tell you what i think?" Liam asked.

"Yeah, i think i need someone else's point of view of everything" i sighed again.

"Ohk, its just that Zayn is my bestfriend and i think you should give the poor guy a chance. He loves you and it hurt him everytime he saw you and Josh together. He was hurting so bad he didn't even pay attention in any classes any more, he got detention almost everyday and it just put him off track. But then one day me and Niall had, had enough of it and decided we should get him a girl. That's when Miranda came along, and changed Zayn to his cheerful self again. He truly loves and cares for her. But then you and Josh broke up and he couldn't help but feel happy. But the main thing I'm trying to say here is to just be careful with the decisions you're making and think of the way it affects others" Liam finished.