They don't know about us....

Chapter 37 : The End part 1

Zayn's POV:

I learned that happiness doesn't last forever.

Loving someone with all your heart doesn't mean the feeling is mutual.

My love for her was ..impossible to understand.

She's gone.

She didn't love me enough to survive.

She didn't fight to stay alive.

Lila Stewart was unpredictable.

They never really knew about us.

Our first kiss..i woud turn back time and relive that moment with her.

With her alive.

When i stood there watching her throw up i really taught it was the end.

The end of us.

But it wasn't.

I carried her in my arms calling out for help. Seeing her lifeless body in my arms made my tears burn.

My back arched in pain. I wasn't fully recovered. The doctors had allowed me to walk around the hospital and im glad i did so.

Her eyes remained shut. No sign of movement whatsoever. But i could still feel her breathing. Her heartbeat.

Soon enough she was translated into a room.

Hours and hours passed awaiting something...anything.

The doctor came out to inform us she had been food poisoned.

The venom quickly spread through her body.

She was luck to be alive.

Alive.

That was the word that kept me going.

I was allowed to see her.

The door creaked open.

A small smile formed in her lips.

"Zayn" she calls out.

"Im right here" i take a seat in a chair beside her.

She spread out her hand for me to hold it.

I carefully took it in mine and kissed it.

"Im going to be ok Zayn" she said. The way she said made it feel like she was promising it to me.

How would i have know it was a lie.

A few days later she was allowed to go back home.

Everything seemed to go back into place.

We moved in together.

I was truly the luckiest guy alive.

She was mine.

Finally mine.

There was a question in my mind.

Something i wanted to ask her.

My heart told me too.

I remember it exactly ..

*flashback*

I felt nervous. I shakily fixed my tie in the mirror and looked back at my reflection.

I was wearing the same exact suit my dad had worn when he proposed to my mother.

"Hey you ready?" Liam's figure appeared next to mine.

"Ready as I'll ever be" i reply patting his back.

"Who would have known this would happen?" he laughs.

My eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"That back in highschool you had silly crush on her and now.."- Liam stopped.

"Im here proposing to her" i finished for him.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.

I quickly take it out.

"She's here" i smile looking down at the screen.

--

She looks absolutely breath taking.

A beautiful red dress fits her body perfectly almost as if it was made for her.

The dress is just above her knees.

"Hi" she walks up to me placing a kiss on my lips.

"Lila...you looks amazing" i breathe.

"You look incredibly handsome in this suit" she smiles up at me.

"Let's get out of here" i smirk and look around.

Liam mouths me a 'good luck'.

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"Where are we going?" she says going through radio stations.

"You will see"

"Will i be surprised?"

I couldn't help but smile.

"I hope you are" i respond placing my hand on top of hers.

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This was part 1 to the ending! The next update will be the last and then the epilogue :( but i hope you enjoyed ily guys!