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Alex's pov
There was knock at the door, I wasn't exptecting anyone and dads at work. I opened the door cautiously but to my surprise Cierra was standing there. Her face was puffy and red, you could tell she had been crying. As hurt as I was with her, for kissing me then saying it was nothing and wanting to forget about it, not talking for weeks, then kissing my best friend, I couldn't be mad at her especially when she stands so beautifuly at my door.
Before anything was said she started crying, without hesitation or any thought at all I wrapped my arms arounds her and pulled her inside. I held her ever so close in my arms as we sat on the floor in front of my door. It hurt when we stopped talking but it hurt a thousand times worse watching her cry.
When I managed to stopped her crying I took her to my room and poped in a movie. I could see her examining my room from the corner of my. Then it hit me, Cierra was in my room, on my bed for the first time. I instantly tensed up and felt uneasy. I scanned the room quickly when I walked back to the bed to make sure everything was in its place and clean.
I don't know where my brain was but my heart was right next to Cierra...I wasn't thinking about how she hurt me or what was going to happen next. I wasn't thinking at all but I'm not sure it's the best idea.
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Cierra grabbed her phone and did something then not even a minute later her phone rang.
"I'm on my way" she said in a sharp tone then hung up.
I felt my heart sink.
"You have to go?"
"Yeah my mom is having a shit fit."
"Well you kinda took off and didn't tell anyone...so I can see why."I tried not to show my disappointment in her leaving, so I smiled at her. She immediately smiled back. Her face had this beautiful glow that nothing on the universe could explain or even begin to comprehend. She didn't have to even try and she made me fall all over her.
No
My mind snapped me back into reality as we walked to the door. She doesn't like me and she never will, so stop catching useless stupid feelings.
"Thanks so much you really helped me. I'll see you at school ok?"
"Ok." She smiled at me then we hugged.Then my heart over powered my brain once again and I instantly wanted to kiss her. But then she was gone. I lingered in my door way for a while replaying everything that happened in the last 3 hours over and over in my head again. Holy shit she was here for 3 hours....damn. I could feel the gigantic smile on my face and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't stop. I went back to my room and plopped down on my bed; laying right where she laid. Soon my smile faded away because now I was sad she had gone and I had snapped back to reality.
I was to lazy to get up and change so I just pulled my jeans off and threw them on my floor before turnning off my lights. I tried to sleep but all I could think about was Cierra, her soft touch, her sweet voice, the way she held her self was the most beautiful...She was so strong. I know if I was going through what She was I wouldve already lost my shit, she had the strength to put the blade down and for that I admire her the most. I played out how tomorrow would go in a logical format then the way I wanted it to go in my head...I liked my way better because at the end of the day we end up holding hands.
When I opened my eyes there was a light glow to my room the sun had begun to rise. This was much earlier then I usually wake up but my body and mind were so excited for today there wouldn't be no more sleeping, even though I only got a couple hours to begin with.
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The nightmare we call high school (Completed)
RomanceCierra is a teenage girl struggling with eating disorders self harm and depression, in high school going through absolute hell untill she meets her... Alex lives in an abusive home. She's delt with more crap in her life then most. Everyone thinks he...