The nightmare we call high school (Completed)

car rides and lullabies

Alex pov

After we dropped cierra off I felt I little sad and I'm not really sure why. We had a good time at the mall before Bri fucked everything up. And now I can't stop thinking about her. She was so gorgeous and her personality was even more so.

I was next to get dropped off, I got out of the car and said goodbye to everyone. When I got inside my dad was in the living room watching tv. I walked upstairs into my room and shut the door. All I could do was lay there and think about Cierra. She was a sweet lullaby and soon I drifted off.

When I woke up it was 9, I wanted some breakfast but I didn't want to wake my dad. It's been a couple weeks since he blew up on, and even though it hasn't happened since then Im still cautious.

Last night by skillet started playing out of my phone.
"Hey kai" I said as I answered the phone.
"Hey watcha doing?" He said.
"Chillin in my room, you?"
"Oh nothing I just wanted to talk to you about Cierra." Malakai said.
"What about her" I said a little worried.
"Well what's going on between you two?" He questioned me.
"Um nothing" I said trying to sound normal.
"Come on I'm not stupid, you like her"
"No I don't I'm straight kai"
"Sure ahuh keep telling yourself that" Malakai said.

Shit I was so busted, Malakai could always see right through me.
"Ok so I like her, but I've never liked a girl before it's probably just a phase or something."
"Alex just call her and ask to hang out." He said before hanging up.

I wasn't sure what to do and I was so confused about my sexuality. But I wasn't confused about liking her.

I finaly decided to call her.
"Hey Alex what's up?" She answered.
"Hey I was just ughh wondering if you wanted to hangout today?"
"Sorry Alex im busy all day" she replied.
"Oh ok that's fine" I said as I sadden a little.
"Maybe you could come stay the night at my house though if you want" Cierra said
" Oh that sounds great, let me ask my dad and I'll get back to you later." I said trying not to sound to excited.
"Ok bye" she said
"Bye" I some how managed to choke out.

I waited till I heard my dad's door open to leave my room. I offered to make him breakfast, which he happly accepted. I made some eggs, bacon and sausage. After we ate I asked him if I could stay at Cierra's tonight. He said it was fine since we didn't have school tomorrow.

I ran to my room and called Cierra and told her I could come over. She said to come over at 6. I grabbed my bags and started packing. I grabbed clothes, pjs, my make up, tooth brush, straightener, and some movies and snacks.

It was only 2 and I had no idea what to do for the next 4 hours. I decided to work on some homework and listen to music. By the time I was done it was barely 4. I was running out of patience, I was so scared and excited to stay with her. What if I embarrass myself , what if we fight, what if she doesn't like me, what if she does like me all these thoughts flew through my head making me sick.

I checked the clock every 5 minutes till it was 5:45. I told my dad I was ready to leave. I put my bag in the backseat then got in the front. It took us about 10 minutes to get there, I grabbed my bags and walked up to the front door and rang the door bell. The door opened and there was beautiful Cierra.
"Hi Alex, come in"

This one's for XxTheEMOtionalOnexX

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