A/N ahoy maties! gahhh chapter 4 is here! yay! and i know the chapters are short and i say "oh i'll make this one longer"... blah blah blah... well i'm not gonna say that anymore, so yes most of my chapter are short but hey i'm trying my creative juices aren't flowing very well with being very tired and all that school stress so here it is!, but i honesty hope to write some longer chapters soon xp
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~ Ghosty ^o^
Sun bathing was always nice after a good afternoon swim, and already i made plans with Mark seeing as my mom was already yelling through text that she didn't want to see me cause she was that pissed off, which was perfectly fine with me i didn't want to see her anyways. So with that Mark was on his way to the hidden lake, and as i waited for him i started to think about what everyone at school was saying about me... what if their right? that i am a transgender, but wouldn't that mean i would be a gay boy? I still like guys like any other girl, it's just i don't dress like them, and thats what really got me it's only how i look that they think i'm a transgender, although i don't see the point in dressing up everyday and slaping tons of make-up on just to wash it all off at the end of the day, it was a waste of money to me i'd rather buy a new video game with that money, or shoes, shoes would be good, or maybe a new shirt from hot topic, gah point is that money to get me something that would last more then just a few weeks.
"think, think,think,think.think,think,think,think" jumping in shock of the sudden voice of Mark i notice he is sitting next to me, when did he get there?
"dude don't scare me like that!" hitting his arm as he fell over laughing at my reaction
"Hahahahahaha you shoulda seen your face!" grabing his sides as he was rolled around on the ground
"what ever! jerk" swatting him once again he jumps up and starts to run down the cliff's rocky path, getting to my feet as fast as i could i quickly run after him.
"can't catch me! LA LA LA! can't catch me!" Mark sang, skipping into the small sandy shore.
"Oh yea! we'll see bout that!" running full speed i'm right behind him so i take the chance and leap. Rolling onto the sand we both laugh burst out laughing at ourselfs.
"gezz didn't think you would tackle me!" Mark said, launching himself onto my lap
"well it was a chance i was willing to take to catch you" smirking as he made himself comfortable, now laying only his head on my lap and not his enter body "comfy yet Mark?" i asked
"why yes i am , thanks for asking" says smirking up at me
"smart butt" i say as i patt his cheek
"so what's going on? you've missed most of your afternoon classes this week." Mark says turning serious
"sigh..." letting my shoulders fall i lean back letting my hands support me. " well a lot has been going on...and it just keeps getting worse, first it's my mom paying Dawn to talk to me and now it's everyone hating me cause of what they think i am."
" and what is that?" tilting his head more towards me so he could read my face." and don't say some stupid lie, okay Jamie"
"i know i know, and it's... err.. they think i'm ftm transgender?" i say shrugging my shoulders
"ooooh, female to male... i get it now, ya that school isn't much for things like that, stupid stuck up breeders" saying as he crossed his arm and scrunched up his nose
"hahaha, nice face there Mar- Mar" i laugh as he makes another funny face
"so here's the question, are you?" Mark asks as he sits up
"...Mark i don't know!? sigh gahhh like i love guy clothes and short hair is just easy to take care of but it's not like i'm into girls , i still fancy guys" nodding his head as i spoke
"well maybe you'd be a gay ftm transgender? haha that would be cool actually, but i get it you don't know right now so i say give it time, and just know i am always here for you" he says as he pulls me into a hug
"so.jhdaksdh..lksjda?" mumbling into his chest as his hugs are always tight, helets out so i can talk proper
"what?" he chuckles at me
"i was trying to ask if it would be okay for me to stay at your place tonight... mom doesn't want me home tonight, she's really pissed off" i say looking down
"sure i got some clothes you can try on anyways, theres a bit small on me now so they should fit you" he says as he get us "oh and if it okay i am having guest over tonight too...err there two old friends of mine and my brother, you don't mind do you?" rubbing the back of his neck i knew he was hoping for a yes so i gave him it
"yea no prob" and thinking fast, as i wanted to test something i add on " also don't tell them what gender i am, okay i wanna test something alright" catching on the the brilliant dude he was, he laughs and says
"alright wil do, i'd like to see what they think" laughing as i knew both of us will probably have a hard time trying not to laugh if the guys think i'm a dude, even now we were almost pissing our self laughing at the thought.
walking back up the cliff to collet all my stuff, i notice that my sister had phoned me 3 times leaving 3 very angery voice mails, so just to piss her off i simply put my cell into my backpack and ingore her, i didn't want to waste me time stressing over them when i could be happy and care free for one night and just not worry about everything, tonight we wer gonna have fun.
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FtM Transgender???
Ficção Adolescenteschool is tough, and so can your home, and it's even tougher when your school hates anything that isn't straight, so being transgender is tough to be proud of when everyone is trying to "fix" you or are hating on you like there's no tomorrow
